I Love Him (completed, but old)

Chapter Sixteen: His Lies?

Lucy POV

After art class it was lunch time.
Me and Natsu walked side by side to the lunch room and Sting and Rouge were following us!

"Luce Walk faster!" Natsu whisper-yells at me.
"I'm trying" I whisper-yell back at him.

We finally manage to get inside of the cafeteria and lost Sting and Rouge in the crowd.
"Oh finally we lost them!" I said in relief.

"Actually..." I heard a familiar voice behind me.
"You didn't!" I heard another familiar voice behind me.

"FUCK!" Me and Natsu yell and slowly turn around.

"So, Mr. I'm Gonna Be A Father...." Rouge said
"Where's your 'baby'?" Sting asked.

"He...uhhhhh" I said
"He...UGHHHH!" Natsu tried but I decided to tell the truth.

"He doesn't exist..." I stated
"Woahhhhh" sting said sarcastically.

"We knew from the start, and sorry about the way we treated you..." Rouge apologized.

"Oh yeahhh that, well I forgive you but I still fell a bit uncomfortable around you..." I said sheepishly but forgave them.

"It's alright we understand!" Sting reassured as they walked off.
I smiled and got my lunch and ate as if I haven't eaten in 10 years.
Nastu didn't care though because he pretty much eats the same way.

Once school was over I decided to walk home by myself.

As I was walking I revived a text from someone.

Unknown
Natsu dragoneel doesn't love you, he just feels bad for you....
-Lisanna

LISANNA?! How did she get my number.

I also received an audio message from her.

It was Natsu saying all of these awful things but what I heard, really hurt.

"Lucy Heartillia?"

"She's a bitch! I only became her friend because I felt sorry. Oh I'm using her for her AMAZING body too! Damn she so hot, I bet she doesn't have a clue as to what's going on!" He laughed

That was Natsu, but...

I don't believe it...

Was this real?

Or was this a prank?!
Who do I trust?
Who can I trust?!

I feel so confused, I just heard those words, and yet I still love him....

What's wrong with me??

"Aquarius....I need you to tell me...what do I do?" I asked out loud

"Kill yourself....."

"Natsu doesn't love you!"

"He never did! He was using you! You even heard it for yourself lucy!" She said

"But I love him...." I started to cry

"He hates you! Your unwanted in this world, even your mother doesn't love you! I NEVER LIKED YOU! I ONLY PRETENDED TO BE YOUR FRIEND LUCY!" She screamed in my head.

"NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!" I screamed in pain and fell on my knees.

People began to look at my as if I lost all my sanity....

"I love Natsu...."

"There is no denying it"

"Even if he really does hate me..."

"I love Him..."