Cerulean Hearts ||a Karamatsu x reader||

Pleasure

We sat back down, and Karamatsu pinned me against the floor. He looked adorable, staring at me with those half-lidded eyes. But before we began, he cupped my face in his hand and said,

"I-I'm so glad we decided to take such a big step. I'm glad our first times will be given to each other." I smiled sweetly, though it disappeared the moment I saw an array of tears running down his grinning face. My eyes stared questioningly up at him. "To share something so special with someone I love more than life, it's a true blessing from heaven. You are truly my angel sent from heaven." I sniffled, and muttered,

"You don't have to be so emotional, ya goof."

"But I do, (Y/N). I really do have to be emotional. This entire practice is based on emotions."

I nodded, wiping away a few of his warm tears that had fallen onto my face. Leaning up to kiss him, we connected again.

After breaking apart, he stared at my entrance almost curiously, and then to my face. I wasn't prepared to stifle the high-pitched sound of my breath hitching as he started to massage me gently. 

"K-karamatsu? W-what are y-you doing?" I asked. He chuckled, slipping an attentive digit inside me without warning. "Ka-kara!" A whine escaped my lips as he started to pump in and out of my already completely drenched pussy. He was stretching me out.

I bet I looked absolutely terrible in that moment. My legs shamelessly spread apart, as I shook and twitched just from being touched. My hair was wrecked, and my eyes felt clouded over with pleasure. All the while, he still wore a sweet smile. Dork.

It wasn't long before he was wordlessly adding in another finger. I resisted thrashing, and weakly trembled at his touch. I could swear my juices were running down my legs. He curled his fingers inside me, making me cry out. He pulled his arm away, fingers glistening with my liquids. Satisfied, and not wanting to hurt me any more than he needed to, he positioned himself at my entrance. Was he even going to be able to fit inside me?

"Are you ready, my love?" Karamatsu asked. Now that I thought about it, he was just as wrecked as I was. He must have been absolutely suffering, watching me moaning his name. I didn't want him to tease us both any longer.

"I'm m-more than ready," I replied, nodding almost eagerly. He slowly pushed inside me, letting me rest my hands on his back.

I gasped in pain and shock and tried not to tear into his spine with my nails. He too let out a gasp, not even fully inside of me yet, but red with pure pleasure. I could see the guilt on his face as he saw me start to sniffle. Putting another hand on my face, he kissed my tears away, nuzzling me affectionately. Eventually, he hilted into my hips. I flinched, hugging his back tightly as we sat there, trying to calm down. A trickle of blood flowed down my legs, but I didn't care, starting to feel irrationally impatient.

I patted his back for him to continue.

My dear friend slowly started to thrust back and forth. At every move, I'd twitch, and whine. The pain was starting to become more and more distant, and I felt the waves of pleasure that to hit me. As I got to bucking my hips softly against him, the pace quickened. His deep, rich moans were starting to drive me absolutely insane. I'm sure my own noises were just as arousing.

With every thrust, he went deeper and deeper, and harder and harder. A loud moan escaped my lips as he thrusted upward into me. My walls seemed to get tighter and tighter around him, causing him to start to tremble in my arms.

"M-my angel, you feel am-amazing~," He whispered weakly. That fucking voice...

"Y-you feel gr-great t-too Kara," I shuddered, unable to cease my endless quaking.

A tight ball started to form in my stomach, and I started to get tenser and tenser. It wasn't long before I was moaning his name, and he moaned mine over again. Bucking my hips into his harder, I started to cry again, but time not from pain. It was pure, unhidden pleasure.

"I-I'm s-so close Kara-!" I was cut off by my own high-pitched moans.

"I a-am too, my sweet a-angel," With one final thrust, I felt him release inside me as my walls clamped down on his dick. We both nearly screamed, and I took to digging my nails into his back. Riding our orgasms together, Karamatsu almost collapsed on top of me, his hips slowly coming to a halt. 

I panted underneath him, exhausted.

"Jesus Christ..." I groaned, my hands dropping to my sides. His body started to shake with laughter, as he wrapped his gentle arms around my waist. Looking on in confusion, I sort of understood why. I hugged him back, feeling him pull me up, and just hold me tight in his arms, laughing. I giggled with him, unsurely. The wave of emotions that hit us was unavoidable. 

"I love you more than anything on this earth, (Y/N)." He said through a spout of laughter, holding me as though I may disappear at any moment.

"I love you, too," I said, pressing my face into his shoulder affectionately. As we breathed in sync, it took us a moment to realize he was still inside me, and my futon had our cum all over it. It must have dripped down from my legs, I thought. I snorted and chuckled, "Jeez, did you have to make such a mess?"

"Sorry about that." He apologized, kissing my cheek."Here, lay down a second, I don't wanna hurt you." Kara laid me on the ground again, and slowly pulled out. We both winced at the action and tried to slow our breathing. I felt almost empty. Shit, he must have done a number on me, even while he was trying to hold back...

 After safely exiting me, he pulled me close to him again and peppered my face with feather-light kisses. 

"I think maybe we should get to cleaning up, hun," I said, closing my eyes. Honestly, I'd have liked nothing more than to just fall asleep right then and there in his arms.

"You're right," He said, gingerly picking me up. "You have a bath, correct?"

"Mhm," My eyes remained closed, and I felt him stand and take me in the direction of my bathroom. Setting me on the edge of the tub, the nob on the shower turned. We cleaned each other up in comfortable silence.