The Life of Jade Popper

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@gravytrain: strange things have happened so far ....XxJadexX

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                                                      Perrie held my arm as she lead me into my room. I was exhausted from walking all day. Honestly, maybe shopping wasn't a good idea to do after exiting the hospital. I was wheezing, but it was totally worth it. We spent a second day with the lads, but Harry wasn't there. They said that he wanted a bit of privacy and slept most of the morning, but something told me that it wasn't true. I felt like he was avoiding me, but that's his choice. I can't make him see me or meet me anywhere. I pulled my Cher Lloyd CD out of my shopping bag and pulled out the tiny radio from the drawer. Each room even got a radio along with it. It was so cool. Jesy plopped down on her bed, which was across the room from mine, and sighed. "What a day," she huffed, throwing a pillow at me. "Jes, do you think Harry hates me?" I asked her out of nowhere. I was seriously curious and horribly fearful that he does. I mean, why wouldn't he? I was a complete bitch to him. She shook her head, clicking her tongue. "Do you need to get your mind off of him?" she questioned me and I nodded hesitantly. When Jesy comes up with ideas including boys, they're never safe. I gulped when I saw the playful smirk playing her slightly glossed up lips. 

"Well, how about all four of us go clubbing tonight?" she asked, making my eyes go wide. I shook my head quickly, throwing the pillow right back at her. "Are you crazy? I don't drink!" I snapped, her laughter filling the room. And before I could say anything, she had called Perrie and Leigh-Anne into our room. Sadly, they liked the idea and I was stuck going to the club with the three of them. I've never been to a club, I've never even tried alcohol before. But there's a first time for anything? I gulped, rubbing my head softly. "Aw, wittle Jade is nervous," Perrie cooed, pulling me down to the edge of my bed by my ankles. "Come on, Jadey," Jesy added, joining the other two at my side. "It'll be fun. Let loose," Leigh said, pulling on my arms. I huffed, letting them pick out my outfit. I didn't have many choices, it mainly consisted of my highwaisted pants, crop tops, bow ties, and suspenders. But, Perrie pulled my favorite dress from Sam's twentieth birthday party out. I don't even know why I brought it if I'm being truthful. "Cute!" Perrie shrieked, running her hands over the fabric. "It looks perfect, so go change. Leigh will do your makeup while Jes does your hair." We had no idea what she was going to do, but didn't question it. 

The girls left me alone in the bathroom to get dressed. The dress did look rather nice on me. It hugged my body in all the right places and I loved that. It also made me look like I had curves. I ran my hands down my sides, checking the dress out in the mirror. Oh, I've got a bum! I squealed silently, jumping up and down. I left my ankle socks on, biting my lip. "I'm ready!" I called out to them, Leigh and Jesy entering the bathroom shortly. "Oh my god, Jade," Jesy breathed out, her eyes going wide. I let a small blush tint my cheeks as I spun around for the two. "You look gorgeous," Leigh-Anne stated, taking my hands and setting me down on the chair in front of the mirror. "Let's make you look even more gorgeous. The whole time she was doing my makeup, all I could think about was Harry. What would Harry think of this dress? What would Harry think about us going clubbing? Would Harry want to come with? I couldn't say anything, though. I didn't want them to think that I was some pathetic fangirl. Also, I came to London to see them, not the lads. The boys were just a bonus. 

It took about thirty minutes to curl my naturally curly hair perfectly and to do my makeup. Honestly, I thought it would have taken less time, but oh well. I felt amazingly beautiful and Leigh even made me pose for a picture for Instagram. We got a ton of likes and I loved that. Even Harry liked it, but I didn't let that phase me. I just shrugged it off and helped Jesy pick out her outfit. She didn't wear a dress like Perrie and I did, her and Leigh-Anne wore a suit like item. Except Jesy's was shorts and fishnet leggings. Leigh wore a white suit, but the top was a crop top and everything. We all looked beautiful in my opinion and Leigh posted another picture. I loved the feeling of the dress and how it made me feel beautiful. And then we were off. Perrie and Leigh-Anne sat in the backseat while Jesy and I occupied the front seat. The ride was quiet, other than the silent buzzing of the radio. I liked it, the quiet was comfortable to me. Other than when Perrie's stomach would growl. None of us would say anything about it, but we thought it was pretty funny. 

The club was packed, I could already tell. There were people everywhere with cigarettes and joints in their mouths. It was making me nervous and sick to my stomach. My eyes were going blurry just as Jesy slammed on the breaks. "Wanker!" she snapped, plunging her hand against the horn. Perrie busted out laughing and was soon joined by Leigh, but I just sat there. I could feel the color drain from my cheeks, secretly wishing I would just faint so we could go back to the house. But no, I had to suffer. We finally found a parking spot and exited the car together, Perrie's arm linked with mine. I wasn't used to heels this high either, so I was staggering a bit. But I got used to them rather quickly. "Ready girls?" Leigh-Anne asked us all with a smirk on her dark lips. We all nodded, I only nodded because I wanted the night to be over, and entered the sweaty building. It wasn't as packed as I thought it would be, but there were a lot of people. I bumped into a few following Perrie, getting shoved a bit, but kept our hands linked together. 

Jesy laughed loudly, a guy walking beside her. I smiled, her smile obviously real. I walked over to the bar, tugging my dress down as I sat. "Hello there, miss," the bartender said with a wink. He was Irish and I could already feel my cheeks darken. "Hi there," I replied, leaning forward. Leigh was already on the dance floor and I had no idea where Perrie was. But, hey, can't I have fun? "What would you like?" he asked me, a few people sitting near me on the barstools. "What's good?" I bit my lip, my arms resting on the wooden surface. He smirked, moving to the other side and filled a glass cup with a clear liquid. "Just try it," he told me, sliding the cup towards me. I did as he said and felt a sudden burning in my throat. My head began spinning, but it felt nice. It was different and a small smile crept onto my face. "Jade?" the sound of my name caused me to turn around. "Harry?"

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Wow, bad Jade. But, hey, she has Harry there. Eep. Anyway, here's the update! I hope you guys liked this chapter, as well. I prefer this chapter over the other one if you ask me. But, anyway, is it really Harry? I mean, she did just drink a strong alcoholic drink, she could be hallucinating. Idk, tell me what you think, aha. xx