Making a difference

You wanna hang out (part 1)

I ran home and told Rebacca she is my big sis she knows stuff about relationships I don't. I jumped in the shower.

When I got out, I looked at myself in the mirror. The sweet little girl I was before this world. She would never like the girl I am now. I know shoot dead peoples brains out.

I have scars where I have cut myself on things I would have never climbed, jumped, or even did before this world went down.
I rapt a towel around me from the shelf and walked to the room that Rebacca said I could have.

The walls were painted a dark shade of red. The room wasn't the biggest in the house but it was a good enough size. It had a full size bed in it. It had a dresser. A working area. And a TV.

I went to my bag since I haven't had time to unpack and get adjusted.

I pulled out a pair of sweatpants and a baggie t-shirt. I put them on the brushed my hair and put it in a sloppy bun on top of my head.

I went cooked me a little bowl of some thing. It was good but I don't know what it was. I put Lilly and Emma in bed while Rebacca took a shower and Marcus ate some food.

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Once they were asleep I went and told the other two goodnight. I came back to my room. I have a little diary my dad got me before he died and he told me to write in it every night so I can always remember so my kids know what I had to go through.

***Writing***

So today we were driving and came upon some people. They seem very nice. I meet this boy. His name is Carl he is so cute and sweet and I'm gonna meet him in the morning. I don't know what to expect since I really don't know him. They gave us this house to stay in and here I can see us staying here for a long time I just hope it stays like this. I miss you momma and daddy. I had a dream of the terrible day yall left this h*ll hole. I just wish you could see where your little girl is now. I love you. Goodnight.
~Cheyenne Martin

I finish writing, I laid down. And thought about what might happen in the morning.

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I woke up ready this morning. I brushed my teeth with the tooth brush they had in the bathroom. Put on some new clothes. Well not new but different.

I put on a pair of skinny jeans with some cuts in them. A dark green shirt. Then my black boots. I got my gun and put it in its holster on my hip and same for my knife.

I had a pair of black gloves that i had cut to show my fingers. I put them in my back pocket. Then I told Rebacca since she was the only one up at that time. "I'm gonna go meet Carl at the gate I will be back to tell you later." I told her real quick.

Before I left Rebacca said "Make sure to check up on me from time to time." she said I nodded and walked out of the house. I guessed the "gate" he was talking about was the one we came in through so I went there.

He was standing there. He had on a pair of blue jeans, a mans tank top, and a button up shirt on that was blue and white. It wasn't button at all.

"Hey for a minute there I though you weren't gonna come." he said. I gave a little laugh. "Well I'm a girl it takes a little more time to get ready." I said to him. He nodded and put his hands up to show he surrenders. I laugh.

"So what are we doing here?" I ask. He smiles and looks at me. "You'll see come with me." he grabs my hand and starts climbing the latter we were standing by.

When we get to the top I am shocked. Its beautiful. The trees you see then right behind that is a beautiful sun rise. I stand there gnawing at the beautiful view.

"You like it?" he asked me. "Like it I love it its beautiful, how did you know when to come up here?" I asked him.

"Its the end of my shift up here and every morning I get to sit up here and watch it." he said. I turn to look at him. He was looking at me already.

I turn my body to him and give him a hug. He is first shocked but after a few seconds he realizes what is happening and hugs me back. We hug for a little while until I hear someone yell.

"Carl you can come down now I will start my shift early." I look down because I recognize the voice it was Glenn.

I climb down first and then Carl climbs down. "Hey, its Cheyenne right?" Glenn asked. I nodded and moved so he could climb up the latter.

"So you wanna just, I don't know,  hang out. We can walk the road or we can read comics if your into that?" Carl asked shyly. I smiled and nodded. "We can walk if you want." I said and he smiles. "Which way?" he said pointing to two different directions. "I have to check in with my sister. So this way will be good and we can stop by the house." I said and he nods.

We start walking toward my house and start talking. "So how old are you?" he asked. "13. You?" I asked. He nodded "Same." he said.

We finally got to my house. "I will be right back. You wanna come in for a minute." I said. He nodded and started walking behind me. I could sense his presents behind me.

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***Authors note***

This is part 1. Part 2 will be done in a little bit. I type fast and come up with some things very quickly. Hope you enjoy. Vote and comment if you like it. Tell me how to make it better if you want some more.