Caught in a lie ~ Jimin ♦︎COMPLETED♦︎

Chapter ~ 15

" WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME MISHI!? "

I didn't answer him the look in his eyes kept me silent
He looked confused yet angry

But...why wouldn't he I was avoiding him these last days

Thinking about it now I hate the decision I made back then it was stupid and childish of me... why would I in the first place hid myself away

when I like him

even if I got scared or not it didn't mattered I took the easiest way to get out of the situation like a coward

" be....because"

" because what? Mishi what have I done "

" you haven't done anything..."

" then why are you avoiding me? why won't you talk to me?! "

It was hard for me to tell him the truth...
When did I became such a coward what has I turned into

" I heard you "

"What do you mean "

" I heard you that night when you and minkyu where talking about me ...."

"What....."

" I was passing by to get some water when I heard you guys talking about me... I didn't mean to listen but I was wondering why you guys was talking about me "

"So you heard...."

"Yea I heard it "

"So that's why....."

His eyes sadden while looking away and his grab around my wrist loosened a bit
I hated myself right now

Here I am telling the boy I like that I'm avoiding him after hearing him say he likes me I'm the best ever

Instead of just saying I like you too and then live happy together I just have to make it complicated and ruin it all for myself making him believe that I don't like him

I'm damn good at ruining things for myself

And let's not even talk about that I'm going back to the person I was before the assignment I did with Jimin when I was avoiding him

I haven't change have I.......

" Mishi I....."

I like you Jimin !!

I cut him off just wanted it to be over to get it off my chest I didn't wanted to be a coward anymore I wanted to be able to be honest about my feelings

Jimin looked surprised at my sudden confession it wasn't the thing he expected me to say right now but to be honest I don't blame him for believing I would reject him after all the things I did to make it seem so

" Mishi...."

"Sorry I was scared I've never had someone I like before so when I heard you confess your feelings for me to minkyu I didn't know how to act around you "

" sorry I made a choice that made you believe I didn't like you I feel like a huge coward and idiot for treating you like I did "

"Mishi you are an idiot"

He gave me huge smile making me feel calm in this situation
He removed his hands from my wrist as he didn't have to trapped or hold me from getting away from him anymore

He pulled me into a hug hugging me tightly

"Mishi...you seriously mean a lot to me already and I now It is cliche to ask like this but...."