Caught in a lie ~ Jimin ♦︎COMPLETED♦︎

Chapter ~ 26

I was sitting near the window looking outside thinking about everything that had happen
even though I know I should feel kinda relief and happy that I was still alive

I just couldn't

it seems like reality never left my mind that I couldn't just be a bit happy that I wasn't the one who was shot or the one who ended up laying lifeless on the cold ground as their soul had left their body in the instant they died

it seems like now that everything just doesn't matter to me anymore it's like I'm the one who's a lot more dead than others but I can't help it I can't help but to think this way not when I look at him

he is still in the same position like how they placed after the surgery a long time ago it scares me it really does scares me that he isn't even moving so much as a muscle it hurts me that the only thing I can do is to sit here listening to his heart moniter there is still beating like it should be

the only thing I can really do right now is to wait for him to wake up

I keep on asking the doctors if he's gonna be okay or if anything is wrong but they tells me every time nothing seemed unusual and that everything was normal

so I made them promise me that if something is wrong or happens they should tell me no matter how bad it was I just wanted to know everything that is going on

I looked out of the window watching the sky as it slowly change it's beautiful pastel colors as the sun was setting to a much darker color I sat there at the same spot I sit everyday until I saw the sky full with stars It was getting late and I began getting tired

I skipped dinner again tonight

I haven't really eating so much since the last time I talked with Jimin I don't have the appetite to eat but I'm not planning on starving myself

I walked over to the couch of the room where I been sleeping for the last couple of weeks

while laying down on the couch I put out my phone to see if anything happen since I last checked I saw a few messages from Mira

Mira: hey how it is going I'm really worried about Jimin and you

I didn't tell Mira exactly what happen to Jimin since I can't it's not like I don't want to I just can revive my identity even though in this situation it's hard not to

Me: nothing has changed since you last asked he still hasn't woken up yet and I'm just like always waiting

Mira: I wish he would just wake up it's really horrible the way he just got shot in the open street like that

me: yea

Mira: I'm just happy that you found him and that the man is dead

me: me too

I told Mira that when her and Minkyu was outside at the beach me and Jimin went down to buy some food and while I was paying for the food there was a crazy man who was about to rob the store

and to make the lie more reliable to Jimin's condition I told her that Jimin tried to stop him but got shot since the man had a gun on him that he didn't show before Jimin went into action

she believed me .....

she believed in the fake story I made up

but I think I honestly would too if I was her it seems so real consider all the things that went on for some time in this city or up until Black Wings where taking down

I put my phone down after talking a bit with Mira

I looked over at Jimin again before drifting of to sleep

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But in the middle of the night a long and straight sound woke me up

I didn't know what that sound was before it hit me

I open my eyes while sitting up straight without hesitation as I instantly looked over towards Jimin

His....

His..his.... Heart monitor

No...!!!

I jumped out of the couch while loudly screaming his name

I was pushing the button to get the doctors and nurses in here instead of running out trough the halls screaming like a crazy person for a doctor

I walked up towards Jimin while I was freaking out 

Jimin don't do this.....
YOU HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING !!!

JIMIN!!!!!!

After a few seconds the doctors and nurses came running into the room

A couple of nurses took me away from the bed while the doctors would try CPR on Jimin

trying to get his heart to beat again

I know now was not the time for me to act stupid but even though I knew the doctors needed space to work I just couldn't keep myself from resisting the nurses grab on me

Suddenly after some time the doctors stopped the CPR

Park Jimin
17 years old
Death date 3 Am.  June 25 - 2017

Tears where streaming down my cheeks when I heard it

My mind went all blank

no.....NO!!!

Don't you dare leave me ......

YOU HEAR ME!!!

DONT YOU FUCKING DARE LEAVE ME NOW !!!!!

JIMIN!!!

I shut open up my eyes in a instant not knowing where I was or what just happen

I was covered in sweat and tears where running down my cheeks

I was at the hospital laying on the couch in the room where I been these last couple of weeks

when I realized that my eyes quickly looked to the side looking for Jimin

When I saw him laying peacefully on the bed with the heart monitor still counting his heartbeat

I felt my body relax again

A nightmare .....

It was just a nightmare