What Does Being Smart Have To Do With Love? |A Mikayuu Love Story|

Making Friends

Quick thing.

1. I didn't think the song above had so many meanings to it so when I looked at the lyrics I knew this was a great song for the book. This is one of my favorite songs aside from Kpop hope you enjoy it.

2. I recently put up a BTS (Kpop) Vkook book so those of you who are interested you can go read it. It's called Don't Deny It; Being Crazy Is What Love Is About. It is a yandere book.

3. Shout outs to parkyZ and @KiryuuD for commenting and telling me to continue. It wasn't much but if you really knew me you'd understand that that really boosted up my confidence especially when I deal with depression. If i missed anyone im sorry.

4. I will try hard on this chapter.

         -Ro💖

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M I K A

Today is a new day. A new day of pain and sorrow and nothingness. Nothing matters to me anymore except for losing Yuu. Hes the only one that can keep me calm. Not my mom, not myself, Yuu. My Yuu.

Today Yuu wants me to make some friends. I dont know why but he said it will help me get better. Get better from what exactly? Im not sick. Just because i almost killed myself doesnt mean im so sick to where people think of ridiculous things to help me 'get better'.

Ive been standing in this shower for approximately 10 minutes. I have been letting the water run as i stand under it, just thinking. I hear a knock at the door.

"Mika, youve been in there for a while."

"Its only been 10 minutes, Yuu." I say loud enough for me to hear.

"Youre not even allowed in there for 5 minutes, Mika. Also i dont want us to be late." I turn off the water.

"Late? Arent we just going to the park to watch people?" I dry myself with a towel, wrapping it around my waist, and walk out the bathroom. Yuu was searching through the closet.

"No, we are meeting up with my friends and my cousin. They will be happy to meet you. Well not Kimizuki, he hates everyone." He turns to look at me and he stares at my body. I look at my body. There was nothing good to see i was fat and unhealthy.

"What?" I look at Yuu.

"Nothing. . ." He smiles and hands me some clothes. "I will be waiting on the porch for you." He gives me a kiss on the cheek then walks out.

I put on the clothes, grimacing at the ugly scars on my body, and head out of the room and to Yuu. He was waiting patiently for me sitting on the porch bench and staring at nothing. I stared at him for a while then cleared my throat and put my hand on his shoulder. He looked at me and smiled then stood up and held my hand.

"Let's go." He said and pulled me gently. I walked with him, side by side, while thinking. How can someone as wonderful as Yuu love me? It just didn't make sense. I was broken and quiet and stubborn. How could someone have the patience for that and love me at the same time. Maybe I'm thinking too hard. Maybe my mind just doesn't want me to believe this. But how could I not. Yuu is the best.

"Yuu-San!!!" I heard a feminine voice yell. I look up to see 5 kids our age waiting by the park gate.

There was a girl with lavender hair and maroon eyes waving at us and smiling. Her hair was held back by a big maroon bow and she was wearing what looked like a uniform. She was pretty short. She was holding hands with a girl with blonde pigtails. She had blueish-purplish eyes and a blank face. She was wearing the same uniform looking clothes. The next person was a girl with brown hair and brown eyes with her hands behind her back and smiling gently.

Next to her was a boy with brown hair and green eyes that were a little darker than Yuu's and he looked a bit shy. He was holding hands with a guy probably 2 inches taller than me. He had pink hair and glasses. He was wearing a hoodie and was leaning against the gate with a mean look on.

"Hey guys!" Yuu said smiling and walking over to them. "I want you guys to meet Mika, my boyfriend. Hes a little sensitive with things so please be nice."

"Hi Im Shinoa!" Said the girl with lavender hair. "And this is Mitsuba, my girlfriend." She pointed to the girl with blonde hair and she waves slightly, not having a care in the world.

"Hi." I look towards the girl with brown hair. "Im Akane. Im Yuu's cousin." I nod slightly and looked at the 2 guys. They didnt look like they wanted to say anything so Yuu decided to introduce them.

"This is Yoichi and Kimizuki. Yoichi is shy and Kimizuki hates everyone." I nod slightly and hide behind Yuu. "Mika you dont have to be scared they are my friends."

"I dont know them very well, Yuu." I whisper to him looking down.

"They wont do anything to you, okay?" He kisses my cheek and i sigh slightly looking down. "Well!" He turns to his friends. "Lets go to the movies!"

"Okay!" Shinoa said and led everyone to the movies. I hope they choose a decent movie.