Everything To Me ( Major Editing )

spending time with you... (Unedited)

Karan's POV

Today I came to my office early and was working on the files for today's meeting with the hawkings. Today again I have to meet jeevika. But to find out the truth and for that I have to spent some time with her.

If she really is krystle and suffering from amnesia then I have to remind her or maybe even have to give her clues. Maybe watch her intently so that I can point out some krystle's habits. And also I can bring my kiyan and kayra with me.

If jeevika is krystle there will be some attachment toward kiyan and kayra and her, they are her kids after all. Even that day I noticed how much she cared about kayra when she fell. If she is krystle than there has to be that motherly affection toward the twins. It may bring her memories.

Anyways, this days when ever I talk to the twins they always ask me when will I find out mom. It breaks my heart when I think of any nagetive thoughts like, if she is not krystle, what will I say to the twins. It'll break their heart and mine too.

They already made their hopes of getting their mother back. The mother that they have been seeing only on videos and pictures. They only just saw krystle on different videos that we made of her with us.

They just got to know their mother only watching some mere videos, not touching, not feeling the love that krystle always had towards them.

Watching how she was having fun, listing to her voice and that's it, thats how they know her.

They replayed the video whenever they went to bed and wished her goodnight. They never got a kiss back whenever they blowed a kiss to her. And they were happy with that only. Even if there were surbhi and shivangi to fulfill the place of a mother figure but I know that they can never take krystle's place as a mother.

Kiyan and kayra still craved the love from krystle. While watching a video of krystle when she was very much pregnent. She was uncontrollably rubbing her pregnent belly and I who was the one filming it asked her a lame question which's answer I very well knew, but just wanted to film it and I am glad I did.

Cause the question was ' how much do you love our babies can you express it in front the camera ' and that time kiyan was asking how much krystle loved them cause they saw shivangi and her son having some mother and son time and that broke their heart cause no matter how much they love them they will still crave for their mother. And that was the best moment to show the video which carries the answer.

' There is no word that can express how much I love them, karan. They are a part of me. How can I not love a part of myself and of course your too. Right now I feel like if i can just take them out of my womb and adore them like a precious gem that they are to me. And I can't wait to see them, to feel them in my arms. To touch their little soft fingers and kiss them over and over. I want to be their protecter, karan. I want to protect them from every evil. Even if that cost my life. I love them to the moon and many more and back. I love my two precious angles.'

' So, see buddies how much momma loves u both. I know that in future u dont really need to know this because your mother will be there to tell you by herself. Right krystle '

' hmmm, how do I know?'

' dont say-

And the video ended with us fighting over that topic which I never though would ever come true. And It did.

I heard a knock and I calmly called whoever it is to come in, I started to work again.

"Sir, miss Hawkings is here. She is waiting for you in the conferences room "

"Okay, I will be there and yeah, can you send a car to Raichande mension to bring kiyan and kayra here. And listen carefully, I dont want that to repeat again, look after my kids. "

" I am sorry for the last time sir. It won't happen again. "

"Good, send the car now "

"Yes, sir "

I walked out of my office feeling like a teenager all over again. I never felt that. Only when I use to sneak out to meet krytle back then. I really need to control. I am not sneaking out to see her right now rather going to make a bussiness deal. Calm down, calm down.

Here we go.

I opened the door and there she is, looking not less then a goddess. In a royal blue quater sleeved dress which hugged body showing her perfect curves. How can I forget those carves. My body is craving now. I want to kiss those lusious lips of her. Ran my hands through her hairs, uncontrollably.

All the control that I had, now its breaking loose. I need to control before I loose break.

" Mr Raichande will you just stand right there. We have to start the meeting."

Her melodic voice broke my trance of thoughts that were caged for more than 2 years.

Snap out of it will you my inner voice said.

Shut up. I snapped back.

" Yes, yes of couse Ms Hawkings. Pleasure to meet you again. "

" Same here " I took a sit opposite her. Her posters and ways to talk screams arrogance and dominance. Just what I heard. Is it possible to change this drastically.

" shall we " I gestured toward our work.

We talked about our new plan and how to start it all over asia. And honestly i cant praise enough how professional she is looking right now. A perfect business women. When we finished it was lunch time. And right then the door brust open. Kiyan and kayra ran to me amd hugged my legs.

" dad, i mewssed you. Ohh hey mo- " i cupped her mouth before she says it futher.

" oh hi Ms Hauwkings " my talented son said saving me from embarrassment.

" hey littleone, hi kayra how is your knee " she said coming to her and kneeling down. She caressed her checks and trust me this was the view I was craving to watch so bad.

Kayra gave her a sweet smile.

" i am fewin. How do u do Ms Hauwkings " I chuckled on her choice of words. Kry- jeevika laughed. Oh how much I missed her laughs. Which always use to bring a smile on me.

"I am fine. And just call jeevika or jeevs and you too kiyan. Oh and its how are you not how do you do, my baby " she said. But the last word surprised me cause krytle use to call kayra my baby and kiya baby boy. And now she is calling her that. I can not be more sure than now that she is krystle. But what if its just a... stop.

She also seems to be in trance and kiyan came right there.

" um dad I am hawngry. Can we go and eat at mommy's favrret resturant "
Yes!! he made it more easy for me to ask now I can ask her to come with us. And maybe use kayra.

" Ms Hawkings it would be an honour if you join us and obviously if you dont mind "

" of course i dont mind but wouldn't I be intruding a personal time between you guys and what if their mom- "

" No of course not you wouldn't. And we are inviting you and as per their mom, well she.....she is no- " kiyan cut me off.

" Dad is finding mommy and she won't mind. Plewwes come with us we'll be happy. "

" It would be pleasure to go with you two little munchkins " she said and pinched their checks.

" okay then shall we "

" yayyyy lats goo jeevss " kayra exclaimed.

" hahaha lets go " she said and picked her up and then looked at me realising what she did. Is she thinking that I would say no to her? How can I say no to something that kayra always wanted. And I also wanted to see this. My girl on her mother's arm.

Yes now I believe that she is krystle.
And now I have to make her realise that.

And have to find out how. How did she end up going to london and become one of the richest person's daughter. He took her away. Is it intentionally.

Something inside me is saying there is more to this. Which I have to find out.