When I woke up, I wanna die already. Cause I'm still confuse. And I think I have done something wrong to Hayden, cause he usually wake me up with his shouting outside from my window. But now he didnt. I sighed and told myself to let him go, he's probably asleep or I have done something wrong..... but nevermind. I went to my bathrooom and looked at myself at the mirror, I looked wasted. So I washed my face, tie my hair up and changed into something comfortable.
Downstairs, I found a black coat llaying on the couch. I went over to pick the coat and remembered that it was Hayden's coat. I smiled, I dont plan about giving it to him back. It was so quite in my house, so I called mom. I hope she wasnt busy
" hello mom?"
" hi sweetie"
" I called you cause, I got nothing to talk here" I went to the kitchen to make pancakes
" how bout Hayden? he's always a dear""
" he's um... sleeping. What are you doing mom?"
" resting, I'm exhuasted yesterday. How bout you?"
" just making some pancakes"
" that's great, how many are you making?"
" three"
" oh, and I was hoping ten"
I giggled " mom!"
" okay,okay just kidding" suddenly someone knocked at the door. I peeked through the window to see who was that, it was Jun
" oh mom, I have to go cause someone's at the door"
" who? is it Hayden?"
" no mom its Jun"
" who's that Jun?"
" oh yeah, I havent told you. Mom meet Jun my boyfriend"
" Jun is your bofriend? And I was expecting you to go with Hayden"
"...... well we.."
" is there something between you and Hayden?"
" no, nothing.." Jun knocked louder" oh mom, I really have to go, love ya bye"
" okay, love you too, bye" we both hung up.
I rushed at the door and opened it " oh sorry if it takes to long cause mom's at the phone"
" its okay" he wrapped his arms around my shoulder. And we both sat on the couch and he stroked my hair. We both ended up kissing each other on the couch. His lips felt good but its not the same as Hayden's. Hayden's lips are more different of course. Speaking of Hayden, I saw him peeking throught my window, its like his watching us. So I pushed Jun back first to talk to him." hey what's wrong?"
" nothing, I'm just gonna get something outside" I looked at the window and founded out that Hayden was no longer there. So I continued outside and searched for Hayden. But sadly, he wasnt there. Maybe its just my imagination, I went back inside.
" what was that?"
" its the... the newspaper boy" I laughed nervously. He went closer to me.
" go to my house later at 3 pm" he whispered at my ear and gave me a qiuck peck then he left. I swear I saw Hayden outside. I checked him once again outside and sighed. It must be really my imagination.
" stupid imagination" I hit my fist at my head and went back inside to eat some pancakes. I kept looking outside the window while eating pancakes and I have no idea why am I doing that. After eating pancakes, I sat on the couch while holding Hayden's coat cause I kinda miss him. I felt guilty when I ran away from him. Its like he's avoiding me now. I beter stop thingking about him now and clean my room, its a bit dirty.
