Voices Of My Heart

B L A M E

To this kind of pain, I am not used to it
Eyes and tears everynight they meet
Pounding my chest to lessen the ache
Or to atleast force myself to smile, fake

Can you ask me if I'm okay? Just once
I just want to hear your voice even from distance
Why are you ignoring my calls?
Your promise was it a false?

I want to feel the warmth of your embrace
I still memorize every lines on your face
Are you happy where you are right now?
Do you want me to stop and take my final bow?

But I love you, does my love not enough for you to stay?
A yes for that question I sincerely pray
You take your step back
Courage to talk to me, you lack

I turned my back, slowly walk away
But I stop on that spot I stay
I turned my head and shouted for your name
For this repeating pain, myself I blame