Irresistible love

Rumours

So days passed...I was pissed with life. Then one day one of Jacob's friends....Jack came to me and told me that Jacob likes me..though I was really happy at heart but I showed as if I don't care about it. So I just mocked that he is a goat ( I regretted saying it then and still regret it) . But still all these "rumours" spread that he likes me. I wanted to believe it but had no valid proof for it, so I didn't take it seriously. My mom had made me logout insta,Facebook etc...cause she thinks it'll effect my studies. So except snap I was away from social media. So after having a hope that he likes me, one morning that was also burnt into ashes. When I reached school one of my friends Renessa, came and told me that last night Jacob had sent her a dm on insta saying that all of it are rumours and he has no feelings for me..my heart was broken into million pieces. I was disheartened. Now what could I do if he didn't like me...