I was never really the social type, so it was kinda hard to make "friends". So I ended up making no friends, and I thought I had no body. So I would usually cry myself to sleep almost every night. I would also always tell myself that " your not good enough, no one even cares bout you, why are you even trying? " now I know someone did because when ever I would cry I'd realize now that my mom would always knock on the door and come in and say "are you alright sweetie" I would always scream at her. And now I feel bad for ever screaming at her because she's the one family member, my bff, my only bff I ever needed. She's my mom the one person that stayed with me and actually raised me. But I also had a grandmother. The best grandmother in the world. She would always call us her little butterflies and she always made sure that anyone in our family that needed help she would give them what ever they needed. She knew some would take advantage of her doing that and they did bit she didn't care all she cared about was helping family and that's what she thought she was doing. But the morning of January 11th, 2016 she passed away. I thought all hope was lost when I lost her. But now I'm older I realize how much she actually helped me, how much she truly cared, but back then I didn't care I would always scream and fight and argue with her. But I never realized that I still had a wonderful, caring mom and a lovely and caring sister.
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You Will Never Ever Be Truly Alone
Não FicçãoIn this book you will be hearing some life experiences I have had. not only that but there quite relatable if your reading this book ,because you must of picked this book for a reason. Not only that but I will be letting you know the most important...
