Love? OR Politics?

I'M SORRY

Song for this chapter:  tu kia jaane ( btw this is one of my favorite song ^_^ )

Happy reading my lovely readers :)

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He turned the door knob and entered cautiously in the room, as he turned his eyes laid on a particular someone lying on the floor next to the bed unconsciously. He took slow steady steps towards her and seeing her in this condition made his heart twist in an unspeakable manner. He regretted his act of cruelty, his heart felt with guilt and he lowered his head in shame.

He then moved forward and sat down next to her and removed her hair from her face, he took time to study her face expressions at that time. She seemed restless, disturbed even in her sleep, he was so deeply engrossed that he didn't realize that so much time had passed as it was past ten now. He got up and lifted Anum bridal style and placed her fragile body on the comforting bed and placed the duvet upon her. After that he went up to the cabinet and took out an Advil and placed it on the side table.

He took a pen and a paper and wrote a note for her,

Anum I'm so sorry from the bottom of my heart I really am ....and I'm writing this as I won't have the courage to apologize when you wake up. I'm unable to look at those brown orbs of yours after doing what I did. I truly regret what I did. I did not mean to do it on purpose...I just lost my temper and I know that's not an excuse to make but trust me this is what happens to me, this is what I become when I loose my temper... I don't understand what I'm doing at the moment . I'm a monster and I also know that an angel like you can not live with a person like me. But I also can't let you go away...I can't let you slip from my fingers. Not when I know that you're the light in my life. I don't want to sound like a creep or a psycho but it is the truth. Just don't leave me please.

He then took a spare pillow and a duvet from the cupboard and slept on the sofa.

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The sun rays penetrating through the half closed white curtains were falling upon her closed eyes to which she squinted her eyes and pulled the duvet towards her face. As realization hit her and all the events from yesterday came flashing back to her memory she jolted from her bed and the agonizing pain came rushing back up to her back and she screamed a little in pain.

"What's wrong Anum? Are you okay?", Sohail came running from the bathroom and helped her to lie on the bed.

A whimper left from her mouth and Sohail shut his eyes in guilt and shame.

"I- I'm so sorry Anum I did this to you. I never meant for it to happen. Have this tablet and in the meantime I'll look for a doctor", Anum wanted to say something to him but he just got up and went out side to the balcony and dialed a number.

"The doctor will be here soon", He spoke while Anum was still feeling the pain and had her eyes shut but opened them as soon as Sohail's voice hit her ears. She looked at him and without saying a word nodded her head and looked aside.

"Could you please open the curtains', Anum asked him to which Sohail's eyes widen in shock.

"Sure", he said and he got up from the chair to open the curtain.

"Thank you", Anum whispered.

"Mention not".

"I read your letter", she spoke in a low voice to not make any eye contact with him she lowered her head, looking at her lap.