Because Of You A Raura & Rinessa Love Story (Book One) *MAJOR EDITING*

I'm Not Going

Ryland's POV/

     I turn around and I see... Rydel and Laura. Dammit. "Hey guys, what’s up?" I say trying not to be nervous. They start running. Me and Amber run after them. We caught them and pulled them inside. “Look, please don’t tell anybody. If Vanessa and Riley can’t go on tour then Riker’s gonna be depressed. Please don’t say anything until I figure something out” I plead to Rydel and Laura. “Look, if you guys go on tour for 9 months and Ness and Riley can’t go then I wont either. Ness is my sister and Riley is her daughter. She’s the only part of The Marano family left. I don’t wanna be apart from her. She needs help with Riley and I will help her” She finishes.

     “No, don’t stay. Why can’t the stupid producer know that Riley won’t cause a distraction. I’m gonna be the only girl and I don’t wanna do that again” Rydel pleads to Laura. “Sorry, Del I don’t wanna leave my sister behind” Laura states. Just then we hear a baby noise. We turn around and see Riker, Vanessa and Riley standing there..

Vanessa’s POV/

              I was getting a tan when Riley started crying. I get up and I follow the cry. It leads me to Riker cleaning off Riley ‘cause she fell and mud was on her. I run to them. “What happened to her” I say running and picking her up. I rock her and she just stares at me. Riker and I run into the kitchen to find Ryland, Amber, Rydel and Laura taking. "Look, please don’t tell anybody. If Vanessa and Riley can’t go on tour then Riker’s gonna be depressed. Please don’t say anything until I figure something out" Ryland says. Riker and I look at each other. I was already in tears. Riker looked at me and Riley. We barge in. All eyes we're to us. Laura and Del are now in tears. "I'm not going, I can't leave Riley and Ness here for nine god dam months" Riker yells. "Look, we don't have a choice, if people think that R5 isn't as popular then before. If we don't go on this tour than R5 is down the toilet" Ryalnd says.

     I give Riley to Amber and run into my room and cry into my pillow. I can't believe he's actually gonna go. We just had Riley. I then see Laura run into the room crying as well. "Ness, I want you and Riley to go" She said running over to me and laying her head on the other pillow. I look at her. "So do I, But Laur, Are you going" I ask and wipe her tears with my thumb. "No, I'm not gonna leave you alone with Riley. Baby's are a lot of work and if her dad can't take care of her then I will" She says to me and I smile. Please tell me this isn't happening??

Riker's POV/

     I can't believe we're going on tour. I'm staying away from Ness and Riley. She was born three days ago. "Is there any way how we can bring Riley with us?? I can't stay away from them for long" I say with a bit hopeness. "I'm afraid not, Riley and Vanessa and apparently Laura can't go either" Rydel says wiping her tears. "SH**! I yell and slam my hands on the table. Just then Ross, Rocky and Ellington walk in. "I heard that noise what---- (See's Rydel crying) (Runs over to her) Baby whats wrong" Ellington says. We all look at Ryland. "Um, R5 is going on tour!" Amber says cradling Riley who's asleep. Rocky's eyes widen and it turns into sadness. Whats up with him? "OMG THAT'S AWESOME, FOR HOW LONG" Ross says.

     "Nine months, and since Riley is born, Vanessa can't go and Laura wants to help with Riley so she isn't going either" Rydel says letting out tears. Everybody was in shock. "What, they have to go! I can't stay away from them for that long" Ross says. I then punch the wall and take Riley into my room. DAMMMIT!!! I hear more crying from Vanessa's room. I put Riley in the crib we bought and I say "I'll be right back Riley" And kiss her cheek. I take a deep breath and walk in. "Ness, can I talk to you?" I ask. She cries a little more and we walk into my room and shut my door.

Laura's POV/

     I hear Ross yelling downstairs. I don't wanna see Ross leave for 9 months. I would love to go but I can't abandon my sister. I love Ness and even if Riley is three days old I still love her. Ross knocks on the door. "Laur you do know that I don't wanna leave you here. But I don't have a choice. Please can we talk in my room?" He says. I open the door and he grabs my hand and we walk to his room. I sit on the bed and he faces me.

     OH no, R5 is going on tour and Riley, Vanessa and Laura aren't going. So the book is probably gonna end around 92 or something. Don't I am thinking about making a sequel so don't worry. I told u the book wont have a happy ending. Anyway Ill try to update today. I'm sick and I feel horrible. Fingers crossed if I can update today.

~Allexa