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Eddie hadn't expected for Aleksandr to move forward and he defiantly wasn't expecting Aleksandr's lips to touch his but  when they did Eddie felt himself blush even though Aleksandr's lips where a little chapped it was still the best kiss Eddie  had ever had, Eddie wrapped his arms around Aleksandr's waist and moved onto his lap Aleksandr's hand was still wrapped around his neck but he didn't even notice it. When the kiss finally ended Eddie panted and put his forehead on Aleksandr's so they were both staring at each other.

Aleksandr couldn't believe that Eddie had actually kissed him back and he also couldn't believe he had kissed Eddie, Aleksandr couldn't believe how amazing the kiss had been everything about it had been amazing and when Eddie had moved onto his lap it made him feel hot something he had never gotten from only a kiss before.

Aleksandr stared back at Eddie and panted, he wanted to kiss him again, lust had taken over every rational part of his mind, Aleksandr removed his hand from Eddie's neck and pushed Eddie down onto the floor and put either one of his arms to the side of Eddie's head and he  looked down at Eddie and said "please let me do this." Aleksandr was a lot of things but he would never do something like this against someone's will so he waited for Eddie's permission to carry on.

Eddie blushed when he felt himself being pushed down but he went with it, he put his hands on Aleksandr's bicep and looked back at Aleksandr and he felt his cheeks heat up even more when he asked that question and he had to think about it for a few minutes, this man had strangled him and tried to cut him up but yet right now he looked so innocent that Eddie felt his heart flutter, in his head he knew he should say no and push him off but his heart kept telling him to go for it and that it'll be the best decision of his life and he didn't know which one he should listen to, his mother had always said listen to your heart but in this situation he didn't know if it still counted Eddie came out his thoughts and looked at Aleksandr who looked like a broken puppy right now his brown eyes were looking so kindly at him but he could also see he was still broken and Eddie thought 'if I can help him whatever way I can I will.' Eddie made his decision and he moved one of his hands to Aleksandr's cheek and rubbed it "I trust you Aleksandr, you have my permission."

Aleksandr had been getting nervous when Eddie didn't reply to him but he didn't move he just kept looking into Eddie's eyes trying to figure out what he was thinking but when Eddie moved one of his hands to his face and gave him permission he felt his heart skip a beat and he smiled, he nuzzled his face into Eddies hand and kissed it "trust me I will take care of you." Aleksandr then moved down and kissed Eddie again who wrapped his arms around the back of Aleksandr's neck playing with his brown locks.

When Eddie saw Aleksandr moving down he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around the back of Aleksandr's neck at first Eddie thought it was going to be a rough kiss which lasted a minute or so but it was nothing like that the kiss was full of passion and was slow Eddie had never had such an amazing kiss he felt like he was flying he had never felt this way with anyone and he couldn't believe that the person it did happen with was the person he was supposed to fear but right now all he could feel for the man was love.

When they finally stopped kissing they both looked at each other and smiled they were both on cloud nine Eddie still had his arms wrapped around Aleksandr's neck and playing with his hair and Aleksandr still had his hands either side of Eddie's head and was grinning like an idiot.

Eddie felt himself giggle and he pulled Aleksandr down again and kissed him, Eddie couldn't get enough of the feeling of Aleksandr's lips, it was amazing it was better than anything Eddie had experienced before and at this moment he was glad Aleksandr had picked him because if he hadn't this wouldn't be happening right now.

Aleksandr let himself be pulled down and bought into a kiss again, Aleksandr couldn't believe how happy this kiss was making him in all his life he had never felt so happy and content for once he  didn't have that little urge in the back of his head telling him to kill and torture for once his mind was silent and Aleksandr could only thank Eddie for that.

When they finally stopped kissing again Aleksandr moved so he was laying next to Eddie and said "I don't know what happens after this... Should I let you go or should I keep you in here so no one can take you away from me... What should I do Eddie?"

Eddie nearly whimpered when Aleksandr moved because he thought he was going to leave him but when he moved so he was laying next to him he let out a sigh and listened to what Aleksandr had to say and after he did Eddie didn't know what he wanted Aleksandr was willing to give Eddie his freedom again but Eddie didn't really know if he wanted that freedom he had wanted since day one or to stay with the man who had just sent him to heaven and back it confused Eddie so much because he knew he should be going I want to have my freedom back but there was another part of his brain which was saying 'stay with him and help him become a better person.' Eddie had been so in thought he didn't hear Aleksandr move until he heard "I'll let you think about it... I'll come down later and hopefully you'll have the answer." Eddie then watched Aleksandr leave the room and he just stayed laying on the floor looking at the ceiling and asking the none existent God what he should do.

((Hey guys another chapter for you hehehe I hope you enjoy it because I really loved writing this chapter it made my heart go all gooey so what do you think Eddie should do? :D

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