~Filler Chapter~
Mia came running to me and wrapped her arms around my leg as I walked into the living room. She had jumped up as soon as she saw me. For a two and a half year old, she can run pretty fast.
“Kynli!” she screamed in excitement as I picked her up.
"Hi Mia!"
She wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me. I looked over at Jazzy who was holding Blake, Katelyn and Drew's son, who was now almost one and a half. She handed him over to Logan and I handed Mia over to James.
"Aw Mia if you were my daughter, I'd spoil you rotten," he cooed, causing both of them to smile.
"Blake if you were my son, I'd teach you how to sing," he smiled, leaning in closer to whisper in his ear, "and how to get someone as hot as Jazzy." Jazzy and I laughed and shook our heads.
"Hey guys, Jazzy and I are gonna go to the doctor," I announced. We hugged and kissed everyone goodbye and went on our way.
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We walked into the waiting room, holding hands and patiently waiting for our names to be called. We were both so nervous, I'm sure it showed.
"Jazmyn Anderson, you'll follow me," the nurse instructed. Jazzy hugged me and followed her.
"And Kynli Jackson, you'll be in the bed next to her." I took a deep breath and followed the nurse.
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"Logan, your girlfriend is ready to see you." Logan walked in to see Jazzy sleeping. He kissed her head and she woke up.
"So?" he asked, stroking her face.
"We can have kids," she smiled, causing Logan to cry tears of joy.
"James, your fiancé is ready to see you." James walked in to me smiling.
"So?" he asked, excitedly.
"Jazzy can have kids!" I cheered.
"What about us?" he asked. My smile faded and he frowned. "Oh no." I started crying and he gave me a hug as he cried as well.
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When I got home, Mia came running to me. I picked her up and cried. How could this be happening. Ever since I was fifteen, I've dreamed about having kids. I wanted to be a mom so bad. I wanted to have the experience of carrying a baby, my baby, for nine months, going through the experience of labor, and cherishing my child for the rest of my life. That dream was shattered now. I took Mia into my room and played with her until I stopped crying. There was a knock at the door.
"Come in," I instructed and Carlos walked in.
"Hey, are you okay?" he asked, sitting on my couch. I winced as Mia ran her hand across my arms, my scars.
"I've been better," I admitted.
"I know this is probably weird because you and I don't talk that much."
"It's not weird. How are you?"
"Still in shock over Hayden, but I'm doing better. How are you dealing with all this?"
"Okay, I guess. I mean I guess it's a good thing because if I could have kids, that guy could've gotten me pregnant..."
"What guy?"
"That guy that was in my room."
"Wait you got...?" I nodded and he hugged me. Mia started crying out of nowhere and I sighed. "I'll take care of it," Carlos offered, taking her.
"Carlos?"
"Yeah?" he responded turning around.
"Thanks for being a great friend." He smiled at me and then left.
I sat alone in my room for the longest time. Eventually Kendall and Logan came in and took me to the mall to cheer me up. They said I could buy anything I wanted, their treat. It held me over until night came.
