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-Kiva
Julius and I talked for the whole period about our likes and dislikes. We are not total opposites but we don't have the world in common either. He lets his wolf in control far less then I do. He says its because he doesn't have the world of free time like he wished he did but he still lets him out when needed. I on the other hand let my wolf out for an hour at least every morning. I think that its good to make her happy so we can almost always be on the same page.
Julius likes to draw and from what he says he isn't to bad. I'm going to look at his sketch pad when he isn't looking. '
haha I'm so sneaky'
He carries it on him incase and I quote his words "if I see something that takes my breath away. That way I can draw it and I can remember what it looks like forever." it sounds very cheesy if you ask me.
"Hey Kiva?"
"hmm?"
"I just wanted to ask you something is that okay?"
"Yeah go on?"
"no I just asked you something."
"Bruh"
author-jk story continue! I had to sorry!
"Well I was wondering why you have an almost lonely? no sad look in your eyes?"
'He noticed?'
"It's nothing I'm fine."
He nods his head okay and gives me a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. I hope he doesn't think I don't trust him. I'm just nervous I have never had a friend before let alone a guy friend. And yeah I'm a bit sad... I mean who wouldn't be if they found their mate but didn't know how to act around them. My mom said it's only natural to be nervous around your mate in the beginning but I'm not nervous because this is the first time we have meet.
"I've been looking for you every where."
He looks away from me and looks towards the sky.
" It's funny don't you think? I was given a deadline to find the person I am meant to love and care for forever. And yet the old man took seven years to find his mate. Then he rejected her because of his fear to her reaction to who he was. He was lucky though. Because my mom didn't give up on that idiot."
Julius looks down at his feet for a moment with a sad smile.
"If you think I'll reject you because of who you are or what your past is you are most definitely wrong. I want you to trust me, know I'm here for you."
'Uhh'
"I never feared that. Also that has never came to my mind...."
AWKWARDS SILENCE
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The bell rings and Julius springs up and runs out of the gym. That was a really awkward ten minutes. I hope the poor guy is doing okay. I mean he did kind of embarrass himself. And he was trying to be so sweet too. I'll talk to him when I see him later maybe that will make him feel better?
-Julius
I went to the bathroom and link my beta to please come to the bathroom. He came in the bathroom and gave me his 'what happened?' look.
"Everything was going fine until I misunderstood her feelings, I said something and made it super awkward between us. Once the bell rang I high tailed it out of there."
"You talkin about with your mate? Orr the teacher?"
'Really .-. the teacher is who he thinks I might be concerned about?'
"My mate obviously. Also the advanced gym teacher is a GUY so why would I call him a her?"
He shrugs his shoulders.
"Look that didn't happen to me and Jordan so I don't know what to tell you. Because unlike you I know what to say to other people."
"No your lucky because Jordan is a guy and no way near as complicated as one. Plus I just need some of your wisdom o great best friend slash beta."
"First gender has nothing to deal with how complicated someone is. Two don't say slash its weird. And lastly it's not my fault that your dumb. Now before I leave I'll give you some advice. Pretend the awkwardness didn't happen or apologize for it and move on with it."
Then he left me.
'What a great best friend he is.'
"I heard that! You dumb fart, you mind-linked me."
I jumped. Zander scared me.
'Also crap I mind-linked him that. He is going to kill me.'
The bell rings for second block and I head out to class.
hi people!
sorry it's not that long :( I had a really bad head ach today and I had to sit in the silence with my eyes closed for hours just to help me write as much as I did, again I am sorry it's short but I will make it up to you guys soon. I plan on writing longer chapters for my stories during summer. YAY that's good!
