The Final Goodbye

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Murielle was afraid.

She was afraid of me.

I had completely forgotten she was there, and the sight of me consuming Cyrille's sanity drove her over the edge.

She had panicked and called Marcelle... and told her what happened.

I didn't care, though. I still felt a hunger for sanity.

Eventually, Marcelle came to the shop.

And she was crying.

"Ileyar... What did you do?!"

"...I took away his sanity. I have done justice."

"...Why?! Why are you like this?!"

"...I do not know what you mean."

"You're evil... Any good person wouldn't..."

"No. I did this for you... I promise."

"...I didn't want this!"

I walked over to her and grabbed her.

I was hugging her.

"...He will never hurt you again... Never..."

"Ahhh! Let go of me!"

"...No... Not yet..."

"...Ileyar!"

"...Marcelle... If you hate me, I understand. But... I just wanted to stop him... And that's all I could think of doing."

"..."

"I will say it again and again. I love you. I love you so much. I don't want to leave. I want to stay with you... You... You are my purpose. You are the reason I exist. Please... Please don't leave me."

"...I..."

"...No... I understand now. I can't stay anymore... I've started something I can't stop..."

"What...?"

"Marcelle... I need to leave here... I'm sorry."

"Wait!"

"...I need more. I need more. More sanity. It's... Delicious. I need more... And if I stay here... It won't be long before I... Steal yours away. You... You do not deserve that."

She didn't say anything, but I felt her hands on my face.

What is she doing?

Then, within a few seconds, I felt small droplets falling on my shoulders.

She was crying...

"...Mar--"

I wasn't able to finish. I felt something peculiar... Something was touching my lips...

H-huh...?! Is--

My eyes focused again and I saw how close she was to me.

And my whole body felt warm.

...Heh.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around her again before returning it. I pressed hard, but made sure I didn't do it too strongly.

I love you... So so much... Marcelle...

We kept going for a little while, and then I pulled away. I tried to smile, and kept my arms around her.

"...You're amazing. I... I don't want to take that away from you... I think I'll leave now."

Strangely, she didn't seem upset, but she nodded.

"I... I understand... Ileyar..."

"Hmm?"

"...I... I always avoided those questions... Because I knew the answers. I knew he didn't love me... And I didn't love him. I stayed with him to feel... Safe. To feel secure and appreciated. But I didn't feel that way."

"...I told you so."

"Shut up, I'm not done talking! Ileyar... I felt all those things with you... But I wasn't able to say that. I'm sorry... Just know..."

She took my hands in hers and smiled with tears in her eyes.

"...I love you. And I won't forget you. Be safe, okay?"

She... She loves me...?

"I will... You'll always be on my mind. That's a promise."

I made the guise disappear. I was metallic again.

I imagined the vortex opening, and it happened within a moment. I walked inside... And I would never come back.

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