Prompt Time

Am I Weak?

"You're broken, frail, and no longer interesting. I'm no longer interested in you." Those words stung, cut deep, made her feel lesser. Made her feel unneeded and unloved and Oum it hurt so much. Was he right though? Was she really weak? Just thinking about it now made her chest tighten up, her heart thumped faster in her chest while her mind raced about with dark thoughts s like a twister appearing on stormy day. Maybe it was her fault for pouring her heart out to him, maybe it was her fault for being weak. Maybe he was right. It was childish of her to think he really cared about her yet along loved her. She didn't know why it hurt so much she wanted it to stop hurting.

"Cap, we're going to go to this burger place with everyone. Come on get up. You're coming with us." A voice said before pulling the blankets off her curled up form. She only exhaled in response before begrudgingly getting up and heading into the bathroom to change.

Once Cap handled her business in the bathroom she stopped to look at her reflection in the mirror. Long sleeve shirt under her usual zip up vest paired with some pretty warm tights under sweatpants. Her hair and face however were unfitting. Her hair which she had grown out that now reached her shoulders looks unkempt, unruly, dirty. Her face showed all the signs of someone who hadn't gotten any steady sleep in days. Bags under eyes that were red from crying. She inhaled deeply as she stared at her reflection before turning on the water and splashing some on her face. She combing and brushing her hair, looking up at her reflection, she looked better. Though if anyone hasn't left a room for a week and a half then refused to eat a lot of those days as well they'd be looking a little worse for ware too. So here stood Cap looking at her tidied up appearance in the mirror, she stared out before lashing out and punching the mirror. A loud crack could be heard from the bathroom almost like glass cracking then a loud "fuck!" Inside the bathroom stood Cap surrounded by silvery shards, some in the sink and a few were bloodstained. A shard or two had cut her hand and she had to pull some out.

Her team busted though the bathroom and looked at her. Sable's eyes going wide as she saw Cap's bloody hand. Vit looking at Cap before dragging her out of the bathroom and helping her onto her bed. "Talk. Please. We're worried about you Cap. You've barely left the dorm and you're not eating. Then this...please just tell us what's wrong." Vit said as he said beside her.

Sam walking over with a pair of tweezers, bandages, medical alcohol and some hydrogen peroxide said on the other side of Cap, grasping her hand and started to clean it. "I'm going to pull the rest of the glass out of your hand okay? It may sting." She carefully began to pull out the shards and placing them in the trash can she grabbed with the medical supplies. She then pouring some hydrogen peroxide then alcohol over the cuts watching as Cap barely winced. She slowly applying the bandages then she was done.

Sable choosing to sit by Sam close to Cap and hugged her. She opening her mouth to say something but was cut off by Cap.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you worry, I..just..I'm sorry. Negs and I broke up. He called me weak, no longer worth his time. I don't know why I'm taking it so hard. I loved him and he just throws me away like I'm trash. Maybe he's right, I am weak. If I were stronger I wouldn't have hid the nightmares I've been having from you guys and maybe I would be training of doing something other than letting my sad, miserable thoughts cloud my mind and crying myself to sleep." She looking down at her bandaged hand. "Sorry about the mirror, I just didn't like my reflection. I didn't like what I saw" she turned her head as she felt Sable hugging her tightly.

"Let's stay here guys. Our friend needs us. We can order something to eat. Talk to Cap all night." Sable said hugging her friend tighter.

"Yeah. We can all cuddle up, watch movies and stuff." Vit said as he got up to clean up the broken mirror in the bathroom.

"That's if you want to Cap. I understand if you wanna deal with this alone." Sam said as she put the medical supplies up.

Cap who looked at her friends smiled and and sighed. "So what? A Capreila support night? That sounds nice. Thanks guys. I know you don't have to do this but thanks and I love you guys. Now sable could you let go? You're hugging a bit too tight." She smiled and adjusted herself on her bed so she could get comfortable. Maybe she was weak, but her friends could help get strong again, even stronger.

(A small little fluff piece hopefully. Sorry if it's not good. I was tired when writing this sooo yeah. Anyway, Capreila (Cap) belongs to me, Vit belongs to my friend Neek, Sam belongs to my friend Kyle. Negs and Sable belong to my friend Iz)