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[Weird Dreams]

This months topic is "Weird Dreams"! Remember to tag me, cause I'm curious too! Enjoy.

This dream I had, it's oddly and scarily realistic. I don't remember if these events happened in real life, or just all in a dream. But those say that this is just a dream and nothing more, so I guess? The dream was that I remember looking into a dark abyss, with faded—yet a light shade of read as the outline. I couldn't move then, because this was when I was inside of my mothers womb, getting ready to be birthed.

However, I remember seemed pressure being applied, and wen I started moving and when I slid out of her, I was a toddler. I remember me crawling around in my home, as my father was moving a black leather couch out of a big empty room. We had no dogs then, as I remember in the dream that I somehow had crapped my diaper. I followed my father into a room, which I think was my parents room. Bed laced of red, and it was fairly empty, so I assumed we just moved in. My dad picked me up and hanged my diaper, yet, I don't remember if I felt it in real life or not....

Then once he let me down, I crawled from the kitchen, to the living room again, and then...I was 4?

I remember me standing as a 4 year old, but it felt super real so it couldn't be a dream. 4 year old me had been awfully confused, and just remember this, this was my FIRST ever dream I've had. I don't even remember falling asleep. Just like I wrote above, this is exactly what happened in order of events. Which is the reason I believed that I saw what it looks like to be inside of your mothers womb. I'm not sure if that's possible but then again, I'm not a scientist.

I've always thought that it was a real dream. "It was real. Believe me! I know how it looks like!" I used to say to my brothers. Of course they'd make fun of me (except for my youngest brother, at the time, he was like, 3.) and one day, I gave up telling people because I didn't want to seem like a fool. But I've always kept it to myself and I still strongly believe that it's real. Because you naturally forget what happened in the ages of 0-4/5. I don't know the reasons for this but it somehow don't remember what happens between those times except special events.

I don't know, what do you guys think? This wasn't very personal, but it is for me. The next chapter will be very more personal. The next topic for the next month will be "Sexuality Experiences". It can be about you coming out, or just general experiences you've had being that sexuality. Remember to tag me and I hope you enjoyed!