strawberry // jughead jones 🖤

14 / private message

god I'm such a mess

jugs;
what a beautiful mess
but what's wrong mars?

well
I think it's time I tell you
what was wrong with me the other day

jugs ;
are you sure?
you don't have to
if you don't want to.

no, I want to.
basically, to cut the story short,
my dad is abusive.
verbally and physically.
it started when I was younger,
we lost my grandmother and
she was the closest thing to a mom
he had. he turned to alcohol,
got fired from his job, and then
started taking his anger out on my mother
and me.
he did stop there for a while, the drinking,
but then soon realized how fucked he was.
how he lost his job, and how he treated us.
so he went back to being a drunk,
and hurting his family.
I just realized I'm putting all my problems
on you, I'm so sorry Jugs

jugs ;
no.
there is no reason for you to be sorry.
does anyone know about this?
what does your mom do about it?

Allie does,
she tells me to go to her house anytime
it starts.
my mom doesn't do shit.

jugs;
what the heck mars
your mother should not
let that be happening to you.
she should be doing something
to fucking stop it.
currently insanely grateful for
Allie. do you go over there when
it starts?

sometimes.
sometimes I don't.

jugs;
you need to go everytime.
this shouldn't be happening
to you.
you have done nothing
to deserve that shit.

I know Jugs.
on the bright side, I'm getting away
for Christmas break.

jugs ;
really?
where to?

no idea,
I'm going with Allie and her fam to see
their grandmother.
speaking of,
I should probably go finish packing.

jugs;
okay mars.
and when your dad starts to
act like that again,
you text me and go to Allie's.
please.
for me.

okay jugs.

jugs ;
I just don't want you hurt
anymore mars.

thank you Juggie.
I'll text you later?

jugs ;
I'll be waiting. :)