you don't know me • Benny Rodriguez

~ 4

I calmed down and the boys saw that they decided to come up to me "what the fuck was that all about? What do you mean know people y/n" Bertram said I told them everything and how it was back where I lived but I just left out the part where I was KINDA part of a gang , we'd steal things, fight with people, gang names, graffiti, drugs but no killing we'd never had the mind to pull that shit so we never did it but I was scared of telling them that what would they think of me if I said I was kinda part of a gang my family knew and my brother and my friends as well that weren't part of it he was a trouble maker but I was more of one I don't know why though "so yah I'm sorry I should've told you guys it just that-" my voice cracked " it's fine y/n but you're not like that anymore right? " smalls said "no I promise reasons why I moved here but with that asshole it got the best of me I needed to let my anger out on sorry" "it's cool but I've never seen such an amazing beating of my life" Ham said we all laughed "I agree" Benny said

We all decided to walk home as me and Benny were left alone it was silent "y/n I know you're hiding something else" he said breaking the silence I looked down and my tears were started to come out "you wanna come to my house and tell me" he said and I nodded still looking down I felt his thumbs under my chin and he lifted my head he saw I was crying , with his thumbs he wiped away the tears

As we entered his house we heard a women "Hi Benny just in time for-" she stopped and looked at me she smiled but her smile disappeared when she saw my eyes watery and tear stained cheeks "darling are you okay?" She asked worry "I'm fine Mrs.Rodriguez" I said giving her a reassuring smile she nodded "you can join us for dinner-" she stopped trying to search for a name "her names y/n, mom" "I'm sorry I forgot to introduce myself my name is y/n y/l/n" I said "darling it's fine" she said with a smile.

Benny and I made our way to his room
"Sorry my rooms a mess" he said scratching the back of his head. I giggled "you call this a mess? See my brothers room" he laughed "sooo" "right" I know he was referring to the what he wanted to know about me.