you don't know me • Benny Rodriguez

~ 10

- I wanted to show my real side. Me -

I yanked Phillips hand off my shoulder and stood up and punched his face he held on the spot where I punched him , he looked back at me and he frowned "baby what's wrong ?" he said mimicking a parent speaking to their child when they see them sad, he still held on the spot where I punched him "when are you gonna leave me the fuck alone ? You're ruining my fucking life , can't you see my parents came here for me to stay out of trouble, just please leave me alone" I said with my voice cracking "if you want leak my pictures already you're already fucking up my life just do it" I said yelling and crying. He looked at me his eyes looked like he regrets doing what he did. I ran and ran and never looked back. I heard a faint voice call "y/n" but I didn't look back I couldn't.

Benny's pov

The next day

I got home from The Sandlot when I saw my mom talking to another lady. The lady was crying, her hair was covering her face "don't worry Mrs. Y/l/n he'll be home any minute" I overheard my mom say then I realized it was y/n's mom what is she doing here? Why is she crying? What's wrong? I thought. I thought I could escape the conversation when I heard my mom call my name "Benny !" fuck I cursed under my breath I entered the living room "Hi Mrs. Y/l/n" she didn't respond she was to busy sobbing. My mom then spoke "Benny have you seen y/n? Mrs. Y/l/n said y/n didn't come home last night I thought you would know since you two were pretty close" "we don't talk anymore, we haven't talked in like a month" I said sternly "so you have no idea where y/n could be" y/n's mom said "no I'm so sorry I hope you find her soon" then I made my way up to my room
I thought there for a while did she leave cause of what I said I thought I shook my head no it can't be can it?

Next Day - still Benny's pov

I got up from bed, put clothes on, washed my teeth and ate breakfast then headed out to The Sandlot. When I arrived I saw the guys they looked sad "ay guys you ready to play ball" they ignored what I said "did you see the news?" Denuez said "No? What's up" Denuez looked down "y/n ran away" Smalls said quietly "I know" I responded remembering the conversation I had with my mom and y/n's mom I looked down then back up "k well let's play ball" I said they I turned their heads towards me "are you serious Benny" yeah-yeah said "um what" I said confused "how the hell do you expect us to play when our fucking friend is wandering some random ass place Benny" Denuez said raising her voice "yeah yeah Benny what happened to you? You use to care so much about that girl now you're throwing your guys friendship like it was shit like if there was nothing between y'all" yeah-yeah said "I don't fuck with betrayers" is all I said "are you serious Benny what the fuck look we were all mad about y/n hanging with Phillips but we're fucking friends. something happened that day Phillips punched you I saw Phillips whisper something in y/n's ear she looked scared, ever since that day y/n never hung with us again doesn't that click on your mind?" Denuez said. I looked down I dropped my bat and ran out of The Sandlot the guys were screaming at me concerned on what was I gonna do I was gonna find Phillip and make him tell me what he said to y/n and once I find him I'm gonna show never to fuck with y/n ever again.

Y/n's pov

It's been a day since I left I was now wandering a new town I didn't know what is was called I didn't care all I know was I'm never going back.

Benny's pov

I arrived at Phillips house and knocked on his door. My thoughts were on y/n I missed her like crazy. That's when suddenly the door opened
"Phillips"
he was gonna shit the door but I put my foot to stop it from closing "what do you want Rodriguez" "I need to to talk to you" I said glaring at him.
He led me into his room he sat down on his bed I just decide to stand up "speak" he said "where the hell is y/n" I barked at him "ay watch your tone" he said "no you need to stop with this shit and tell me where y/n is I'm serious Phillips her family is worried sick" I said with a pleading voice "I know" he said looking down "the problem is I don't know where she is" he said "haven't you been hanging out with her" I told him "yeah" he said "what did you tell her that day you came in The Sandlot" I said "look I already feel shitty that I'm the reason why she left ok-" "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO" I yelled "I blackmailed her" he said and looked down ashamed "blackmailed her? About what?" I said confused why would y/n be blackmailed she didn't do anything bad right? My thoughts were interrupted as soon as I heard him sigh "y/n had a boyfriend back in New Mexico...she sent him n-" he stopped speaking "what did she sent him?" "Nudes" he flat out said "and you've seen these pictures?" I asked I was raging I was angry why would he do that to her that's fucked up. I saw him nod yes "a-are you gonna leak them" I asked "maybe , maybe not" he said , I was trying not to break Phillips neck . "I thought you said you feel shitty" he shrugged "but why did she stop hanging with us?" He told me everything I was angry asf next thing you know Phillips had a bloody nose "you hurt her one more time you're gonna regret that Phillips I promise you that remember that shit" I said and left his house my thoughts were now on y/n
Where are you y/n ? I thought