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What was this feeling?

"Dude, you look like you're in pain." Moo took notice and raised his eyebrow, I didn't want him to think I was acting weird.

"Nah man, I'm fine." Such a lie that was, good job Luke.

He went back to whatever the fuck he was doing. See it's only been a whole hour since Wildcat's outburst and things seemed to go back to Normal, back to however they were for the last week or two.

But it was the same for me.

Thing is..I couldn't stop thinking about it. Every piece of information, word or meaning that letter held bothered me.

It was almost haunting.

"Yo, Luke? Hello? Earth to Luke? Tyler to Luke, Hellooooo?" I was aware of it. Fully aware.

"Is he okay?" It wouldn't escape my mind, it wasn't like it was looking for an exit for...I didn't have an exit.

"He's definitely not okay." It pained me to say the least. I didn't know why, I didn't understand it.

Every passing second, I was here in my thoughts. Fully aware that I was being shaken, that my friends were trying to get me back.

"Fuck." I heard it, I heard them. It was like I had stepped out of my body. I never thought I would have this problem happen to me of all people, I would've thought it would've been Delirious or maybe even Nogla.

But why was it happening? Had I done something horrendous to deserve such reality?

"I think his worries are mixed with an emotion I can't figure out." Brian, help me. I was stuck like this, not knowing if I'd even snap out of it at all. Maybe I was really meant to stay like this...right?

"Well you seem to know a lot of shit, do some research or something!" I'm sorry. Please don't fight, it was bad enough that we ignored one another for a full day.

One thing leads to another.

I definitely did feel something, what emotion it was? I wouldn't know. It seemed like every time we go out I would see people showing various amounts of emotions, feelings. But they were ones I didn't quite recognize.

If people know these feelings, had I known them at some point?

I have so many questions. None of them seemed to be wanting to be answered any time soon.

Had something tragic happened for him to forget?

"Shit, Terroriser! Hurry!!" My body feels like it's been ignited. It was like I was in the middle of a circle lit up in flames, tied up to a pole and I was the one everyone seemed to hate.

"KILL THE WITCH, HE DESERVES TO SUFFER."

It was a scary thought, but that's what it felt like. My body was simply on fire.

"Holy fuck, mother fucker Luke! Snap out of it!" But how? My body was the house, I was the owner, but it seemed like my own house has locked me out.

I couldn't snap out of it.

It's funny actually. People go on about their day, not a care in the world. Or maybe they did but nothing was as bad as what I'm dealing with at the moment. See, people always had a smile on their faces. I couldn't even move a muscle to even smile.

It's horrifying.

Was this what hell was like? I don't think so, I wasn't even dead. Or was I?