All It that it means.

We will be ok

I woke up with the purple blanket that covered my bed, covering my naked body. I lifted my head and leaned on my elbow. I looked around and shivered from the cold and my hair slightly tickled my back as it cascaded down. Paul was standing by the window. Butt naked. The moon shown and was enough light to make him glow beautifully in the moons beam. His strong, muscled body was delicious to look at.

"Paul?" I asked my voice hoarse from the sound we had made earlier. This brought a blush to my cheeks. Paul turned around an I found that his arms were crossed and he looked at me with a guilty expression. "You didn't tell me that you were a virgin. I would have made it more special and I wouldn't have..." He stopped. His face held anguish.

I got out of the bed and stood up. Not caring that I was naked. And walked to him. "Paul to me that was amazing and I wouldn't want it any other way. I... I do love you Paul even if you don't I do. Heck I want to do that again" I said softly. I put my arms around his neck. He pushed me away and walked to the bed and sat down. He gripped his head.

"Bella, I watched my father beat my mother and rape her. I struggle to show  what I feel... But I do... I do love you. I just wanted to make our first time special" he groaned. I sighed and walked to him and straddled his lap. Our cores rubbing against each other again. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. "I just want you. All of you" I whispered before shifting and feeling Paul was once again hard, I settled his cock into my core and gasped. Paul gripped he closer and helped me move.

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I woke up again and found Paul being the bigger spoon in the spooning session. I smiled and turned around in our embrace and looking at him while he slept. He looked peaceful. I slowly ran my fingers along his cheek.

"My wolf" I whispered softly. I did love this wolf and the man. They where perfect in my eyes. They where one. I felt a slight throb between my legs. It hurt but I wasn't going to move from Paul any time soon.

A question ran through my mind. Did my stalker know what had happened? Would he punish me or Paul? Ok so more like a hundred thoughts ran through my head.

Maybe if I could talk to this fucker, I could save Paul... Or whoever gets punished because of this one night of pure perfection. I wouldn't change one thing of last night. We had made love and fucked countless time. And I finally said I love you to someone and meant it.

I had to sort out this mess. Maybe if I could kill the fucker before he could take anyone else I cared for. God I needed to think.

I snuck out of my wolfs arms and I dressed in boots, jeans and red top. I was just going to sit on my porch for a bit.

As I walked out the house, a hand covered my mouth and the smell of chloroform entered my nose and my eyes fluttered closed. Darkness taking its hold.