All It that it means.

The end

Bella's pov

I was dressed in a pair of black jeans and blood red tank top. Combat boots adjourned my feet. I pulled a knife out from under my bed. It was jeweled an beautiful. It was also going to end the monster that took everything from me.

I walked out Charlie's house without a care. Paul was on patrol an Charlie had fallen asleep on the couch. It had been only two days since Joshua had come for a visit.

I walked into the woods. Until I came to a wide field. The field was green and filled with flowers. It was beautiful and it would be where this all ended.

I gripped the dagger and breathed in and out.

"JOSHUA" came my scream. "JOSHUA" again and again. Over and over. Until I saw it. The black as midnight wolf that was larger that Sam and he was an alpha. I watched entranced as the wolf changed back and a naked Joshua stood before me, with a smirk on his lips. I lifted my chin in disdain.

"Ah, Isabella. Beautiful as ever" he commented nodding his head approvingly. I snarled at him angrily. The pointed the dagger in his direction. He laughed and cried at the hidden joke in my action.

He walked up to me until the dagger was pointed straight at his heart and touched the skin of his chest. He even had the tip of the blade already embedded into the skin.

I felt my eyes close and I summoned all those memories. Anger flitted through me. Finally I was consumed. Then I plunged it forward.

But I found only air. A body pressed against me from behind and his snickers tickled my ear. I felt pure anger. Turning the dagger around I decided to give him as he wished. I slammed the dagger through my shoulder into his chest. I gasped in pain and then I smiled as I felt the shake of the monster behind me. A roar left his throat. I ripped it out and turned around to face the shell shocked Joshua. I jammed the knife into his neck.

He started to choke. "You are mine" he growled... Reaching his hands out to me. I pulled the dagger back out and the pushed it deep into his chest. He gaped and fell to his knees. I leaned down and whispered the final words he would hear.

"I fucked Paul. I chose Paul... Just like Renee" my last stab of pain for him. My mother Renee had chosen Charlie over this monster.

Then he fell. His eyes lifeless. He was dead and that was it. I had killed my monster. It was easier than I imagined.

Blood poured from the wound, in my shoulder and my entire left side of my body was covered in blonde. I was dieing but the relief I felt at knowing he was dead... Made me smile in pleasure before I passed out.

Only to wake up in a white room.