«Hidden feelings» - Yoongi ff

chapter 02

~Yoongi's POV~

I got up and walked to the kitchen. When I arrived, everyone was already there and the table was full of food. I sat next to Hoseok and took some meat. I started to eat it slowly as I wasn't that hungry. I started to think about Rei. Why do I think about her suddenly? I usually don't care if someone is hurt because of me. Unless they're my friends. So why did I felt a heartache when I saw her looking at me with anger? I barely knew her and she barely knew me. There's no way I like her in any way, shape or form.

"Yoongi?" I heard from Hoseok, I looked at him.

"Huh?"

"Why aren't you eating? You usually love Jin's cooking!"

"O-Oh.. I'm just not that hungry." I stuttered, what the fuck. I'm usually not like this. What's happening? Did I eat something bad for breakfast? Did I hit my head?

"Yoongi? Is something wrong?"

"No, why?"

"Cause you're not acting like yourself today..."

"So? Maybe I had a bad day or something... You don't know."

"Nope, but you do." He said as I sighed.

I somehow felt the need to tell them everything. Even though I don't even know myself what's happening or what's wrong with me. I felt the need to tell them because they are like a family to me. Everyone was quiet and they were waiting for me to explain what happened.

"Okay... So there's this girl. You know, the one with the friend that stayed here for a sleepover?" I gestured to get them to remember. They nodded.

"Yeah, what about her? Don't tell us you-"

"NO! No... Today, at school, I was texting her in class cause it was boring as hell."

"Still the sneaky boy that you are, eh?" I sighed as he shut up.

"So I don't really know why... But I kinda felt bad for getting her in detention although I started it."

"Well, it was your fault for texting her, but hey, we barely know them anyways."

"I guess so, but for some reason my gut has this weird feeling... I don't want to feel bad for her, it was funny too."

"Well, you could make it up to her if you want, but as you said, we barely know her."

"Well, I um... I waited outside for her. Thought I'd waste my time too since I got her in trouble."

"If it was raining it would've been romantic." Said Hoseok enthusiastic. Jin and I looked at him and he sighed as I continue to talk.

"I said that I was sorry but I don't know if she heard me. And even if she heard I don't know if she believes me."

They both looked at me with a serious expression. Jin was thinking hard about a solution, I don't know about Hoseok though. He was probably making a drama in his head. Jin looked at me and suddenly said,

"What if we all try to stay with these girls for a day ? It can be fun..."

"You sure you're not suggesting that just so you can hook up with one of them?"

"Huh? No no! We don't like them like that! You prob-"

"What did you say? Don't test me." I said, giving Jin a death stare. He put his hands up in defense.