feminine - joshler

three

t y l e r

/don't play the song until i say so!!
also, this chapter is pretty long ;)

i was about to sit down next to brendon and eat lunch with him, but i accidentally made eye contact with josh.

the taller boy motioned me over to his table, i only shook my head at him and took my seat next to brendon.

"josh has never tried to make me sit next to him at lunch," i rolled my eyes and let out a sigh, "what do you think he wanted?"

"your ass in his lap." brendon said bluntly.

i gave a small laugh, "yeah."

footsteps came up behind me then hands slam down on my shoulders, my only reaction being to pull away as fast as possible. the calloused hands had too much of a grip so i only turned around and glared at the tall boy.

"oh," josh smiled, "did i scare you?"

"no. i was perfectly calm, dick." he let go of me as i spat those words at him.

josh scoffed, "i only wanted you to come sit and eat with me. is that too much to ask for."

"yeah it is, asshole, tyler doesn't want to sit with you. go away." brendon said as he shook his head and flipped josh off.

"he never said he didn't want to, come on babe." josh replied, grabbing my hand and giving it a small tug.

josh never seemed to get mad, but i didn't want brendon to get into some kind of fight with him.

i decided to get out of my seat and take my lunch over to where josh and his friends were sitting.

"sorry bren." i mouthed to my best friend as i took a seat next to josh.

(play the song! it's affection by cigarettes after sex.)

before i could actually sit down josh pulled me down into his lap, i only crossed my arms. arguing with him would only make the situation worse.

brendon was right.

"oh, poor ty. are you pouting?" he whispered into my ear, laying his hand on my thigh.

a small tint of pink crossed my cheeks when i felt his warm hand hit my thigh.

stop it tyler. he only wants to fuck you.

the rest of lunch was dreadful, i think? i was sat in josh's lap the entire time while he spoke to his friends.

spending the time cuddled up to the much bigger boy wasn't that much of a thing to dread though.

josh didn't let me leave his side as we exited the lunchroom together, we had the next class together anyway.

i kept my eyes on my feet as josh lead me around the school. i didn't mind where he took me, really, because of everything i imagined doing with josh last night.

i had to let him know i wasn't some shy boy toy he could take advantage of.

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