Single Fathers (Complete) ~ M.Y.G+J.H.S

Our Little Boy

(I couldn't leave y'all on a cliffhanger too long.)

Yoongi's P.O.V

.........He is deaf. Luckily though with the technology today that can be fixed through a surgery. However he had to be at least 16 to start the treatment and then have the surgery at 18," the doctor said.

I had tears in my eyes. Our little baby is deaf. I looked to Hoseok and saw tears falling down his cheeks. I looked at are at our little baby. He looked completely fine now. You wouldn't even know he's deaf.

Hoseok reached out to MinSeok. I handed the baby to him and held HoJin. Hoseok caressed the baby's face.

"Do you know any places to learn sign language?" I asked the doctor.

"Yes there is an institution to help parents with kids who have disabilities. I know one doctor in particular that has been amazing with deaf children," the doctor said.

"So I was also wondering, um," Hoseok look nervous, it was the cutest thing ever,"Um can I like breastfeed?"

"Ah, good thing you asked, some men can't and milk can. I'll just have to massage the breast to see if any milk comes out," the doctor said coming closer to Hoseok. I grabbed MinSeok from Hoseok so he could lift up the hospital gown. I lied a blanket over his bottom half.

The doctor began to massage Hoseok's breast. Hoseok looked like he was in pain. Then milky white liquid came out of Hoseok's nipple.

"And there you go, you can breast feed," the doctor said. Hoseok smiled. I handed over HoJin so he could breastfeed. The doctor left to give Hoseok so privacy.

"So are you happy?" I asked smiling.

"I'm very happy. Are you happy?" Hoseok choked out.

"Baby, we have two bundles of joy and they both have both of our genes. I couldn't be more happier," I said kissing his lips softly.

Hoseok smiled and concentrated on HoJin. I grabbed a chair and pulled it up next to the bed. I held MinSeok to my chest. I love him so much. I don't think I'll be able to let him go.

"Babe? What are we going to do?" Hoseok asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"With MinSeok. What if he get bullied? What if he gets hurt?"  Hoseok asked tears streaming down his eyes.

"It's going to be okay, he'll be the most strongest boy out there. Just because he can't hear doesn't mean he can't be normal," I said watching as HoJin detached from Hoseok. Hoseok handed me HoJin and I gave MinSeok to him.

"I love you baby," Hoseok whispered to MinSeok. HoJin was asleep so I put him down in the glass bassinet.

"Babe, he won't eat," Hoseok said worried.

"It's okay," I said walking over to Hoseok. I held the babies head in my hand and lead him near Hoseok's nipple. I opened his mouth slightly. He didn't start to suck. I took the baby from Hoseok.

(A/N: please to not take me accountable for what I am going to write next. I don't know if this works or not!)

I washed my finger off. I sat down with MinSeok and pressed my finger to his mouth. He wouldn't open so I gently opened his mouth. I stuck my finger in his mouth. I pushed his cheeks in gently to stimulate what he would have to do to get milk. I did this for a few hours with the doctor checking in on Hoseok. After a while I felt him gently start to suck on my finger. I guided him for a little until the sucking became strong enough for him to do it on his own.

"I think he's ready," I said placing MinSeok into Hoseok's arms. I helped to attach MinSeok to Hoseok. He began to suck.

"Your going to be an amazing," Hoseok said kissing me. I smirked.

"I'm amazing at a lot of things," I said kissing Hoseok's neck. Hoseok rolled his eyes. I chuckled and went to grab HoJin. I picked him up and noticed his nostrils aren't moving. I put him up to my head to try and hear his breathing. I could hear anything.

I pressed the button that would call a nurse. I set HoJin down. I was freaking out. What if we lost our baby.

"Is everything okay?" The nurse asked.

"My baby isn't breathing!" I said panicky letting her take control. I paced back and forth.

"Babe, what's going on?" Hoseok asked. I turned to him and tears were falling down my face.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. HoJin, he's, he isn't breathing," I said. Hoseok started to cry and I held him to me. Hoseok whispered to MinSeok and rocked him back and forth. I cried into Hoseok shoulder. More nurses came into the room.

"Date of death, July 4, 2017," a nurse called sadly. I cried more. Our baby was gone. Hoseok was shaking in my arms.

"It's going to be okay baby," I said rubbing his arms and kissing his forehead. Hoseok nodded with tears falling. I looked at MinSeok and prayed he wouldn't die on us.

"Mr. Min, Mr. Jung, I'm so so sorry to say this but your baby has passed," a nurse came up to us. Hoseok nodded and cried into my chest. I held him closer and whispered in his ear that everything was going to be okay.

All the nurses left and MinSeok was sound asleep. I held him close to me not wanting to risk another baby to die. I sat next to Hoseok.

"At least we still have MinSeok," I said kissing Hoseok. Hoseok nodded. He hasn't spoken since the date of death was called. He would only whisper things to MinSeok. I lied Hoseok down against the bed and let MinSeok rest on his chest. I lied down next to Hoseok, resting my leg over Hoseok and outing a pillow on the other side of Hoseok so MinSeok doesn't fall. I had one arm under Hoseok's head, gently rubbing at his shoulder. My other arm wrapped around Hoseok's waist.

"Go to sleep baby," I said kissing Hoseok's lips.

"I love you," Hoseok whispered. I smiled and kissed him passionately.

"I love you too, baby," I said caressing his cheek and letting him fall asleep. I rested my head against his and fell asleep.