Instagram// Alissa Violet

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Alissa's pov.

What's going on?

Why everybody hates me?

What did I do?

These are the questions I ask myself everyday.

Thank god I have amazing friends and an amazing boyfriend.

Neels.

Neels is one of the best people I have ever met. I love him so much that my heart hurts.

F*ck.

I'm so in love with Neels.

What if he leaves me?

What if he starts believe in people who says bad things about me?

What if he finds somebody better then me?

-Hey, what are you thinking about? - Neels asked with full mouth of chips.

We were sitting on the couch and watching a very bad horror movie, but somehow Neels liked it.

-About us. What if you find better me. Maybe people are right maybe I don't deser, -
I'm cut off when Neels suprises me by hugging me tightly to him.

-Look I don't know how things will be five years from now, but I know that right now I want to be with you and nobody can change that.
I love you Alissa Violet.

-I love you too Neels Viser.

-And one more thing don't listen to the haters. They're just jealous. They just want to make you weak, but I know you're not weak. You're strong and you can do this. I believe in you.

-You know I am so lucky to have you.

-And I am lucky to have you.

He kissed me on the forehead and I fell a sleep on his chest with his hands wrapped around me.