Instagram// Alissa Violet

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Neels pov.

I saw Banks recent post and I immediately felt bad. I think I ruined everything with Alissa, but I can't go to apologize because I did something bad. Like really bad. She will never gonna forgive me.

I called Maia her bestfriend.

Me: Hey. You have a minute?

Maia: Yeah what's wrong.

Me: I ruined everything with Alissa

Maia: Yeah.. you did

Me: I want her back, but I did something terrible and I think she will never forgive me.

Maia: Um okay... What did you do?

Me: I cheated.

Maia: Oh shit. Sorry. She hates cheating

Me: Yeah I know

Maia: When was it?

Me: Three days ago. When I found out about Banks. I was just hurt and I was really drunk and...

Maia: So you did it when you two where on a break?

Me: Yeah..

Maia: It's bad, but I think she will forgive you

Me: You think so?

Maia: Did you saw what did she said about you on Banks post?

Me: No

Maia: Then go and read it. Okay bye gotta go

Me: Thanks. Bye bye

When I saw her comment I felt bad even bad "a love of her life" seriously? I'm such a dick

I have to get back with Alissa. NOW!