Never Be Part Of Your World...

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Moan

I sat in my chamber thinking about Cory and I. I haven't wanted to see her in weeks now. I still love her, but I thought about what Hattie said. It's like, I may love her but it's just a barrier between us. I only have a few strikes left until I could disappear forever and never see her again. And as long as I know my love for her may cause that, I wouldn't want to take that risk.

I know it may seem selfish, but I really do love her...I've loved her for a while now. But if you think longa nd hard about it, how can we really be together? I'm dead now! I've been dead for a while now! Now it's a little bit too late to fall in love.

Hattie was right. There could be no way on this earth. But I was still at crossroads. Should I still strive to keep her close? Or should I just give up and basically kill myself to protect her...Again.

But maybe I should go and at least see her to let her know I haven't forgotten about her. With that thought in mind, I then get up from my chamber floor and make my way up to the surface and head to her place. Until I was stopped by my ghost best friend, Nyal. Nyal died in like the 1880s or something, so when I came to the world of the afterlife, he was quick to show me the rules of being dead. He stood in front of me, trying to block my path.

"Where are you going?" He curiously asks. I roll my eyes. 

"Have I been telling you?" He shakes his head slowly. I start to leave again when he grabs my arm.

"That's what I was worried about. You can't keep sneaking out like this! You remember what Haden did to you last time he knew you left?" I nod. His hand was still gripping my arm. "Why do you keep leaving anyway? You're dead Moan--"

"I know Nyal, don't you think I know by now?"

"I am not sure you do yet. Moan what is the issue? You can tell me." He assuringly says.

"Have you ever felt love before, Nyal?"

"Yes Moan, but that was before I got stabbed to death in 1887. You need to understand that it's over for you! It's over for all of us! We're forgotten. You're forgotten." He says hitting me in my non-existent heart. I knew it was the truth, but I didn't want to believe it. I then yank my arm out of his grasp and go to Cory's. I haven't been forgotten?...Right?

I look through her window and she's not there. I then regain hope when I look through the kitchen...She's not there either. I look all throughout the house and once I realized she wasn't there. Where could she be? I started to miss our interactions already. I started to lose hope for our love and myself. 

A/N: Hope you enjoyed!  🤗✌



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