Suicide Pact.

Part One.

/// WARNING THIS TALKS ABOUT SOME GORY STUFF I DONT SUPPORT THE THOUGHT OF SUICIDE THIS IS A FICTION STORY IF YOUR THINKING ABOUT KILLING YOUR SELF JUST KNOW WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU AND DON'T BE ASHAMED TO GET HELP AND CALL 1-800-273-8255 ///

Sebastian: Tonight, is the night baby. :)

Ciel: Yeah, I know. Sebastian I'm kind of scared I mean I'm so worried on how my mother and father will find me...

Sebastian: Don't turn back now baby.... I love you so much we will be together forever. <3

Ciel: I never said I was turning back I'm just nervous.... I love you too and this is why I want to do this... But Sebastian I think I'm too scared too..

Sebastian:  I'm loading up my fathers gun now.... Don't think about it... Instead of cutting your wrist maybe go into your tub and make some toast?  :P

Ciel: Unbelievable... You're still making stupid jokes to the end huh? Well that's not funny it would be more painful if I did that anyways...

Sebastian: I want to feel the pain as I leave this world with you baby... It's the feeling that has been glued to my back since birth. I want it to be horrible almost suffocating pain it will be proof that I did not live a worthy life, I want that carved into my mind, my soul and body. I love you so much Ciel , our afterlife together will be pure bliss.

Ciel: I love you too Sebastian....

Sebastian: It's almost 12'oclock, I'm going to shoot my self in the stomach and then wait to bleed out...How should I pose as I die? Maybe I will be found with my dick in my hands hehe...no I have a better idea! Baby lets go out with our middle fingers out haha ! fuck you world !

Ciel: I got a knife...Sebastian I don't know about this...

Sebastian:You were the one who wanted to do this.... Be strong... It's 11:58..

Ciel: phew okay, okay...

Sebastian: 11:59

Ciel: I'm shaking..

Sebastian: I love you, Ciel.

Sebastian: 12:00.

Ciel: I can't do it, I'm sorry I can't do it!

Ciel: Sebastian ?

...

Ciel: SEBASTIAN!!

Ciel: no no no! I'm calling the cops please be alive !

Blood dripped onto the phone as it kept vibrating the feeling in his legs were completely numb now as he sat on the floor not bothering to hold onto his wound. The blood poured out rapidly onto the wooden cold floor, His strength along with it.

He was slightly disappointed the pain was apparent but it was also bearable he wanted to be pushed to the point where he was begging for the pain to stop and desperately clinging to life. He really couldn't do anything right, He thought about his lover as his eyes became heavy. He weakly smiled and relaxed his neck back against the wall behind him, no matter where he would end up....He would have Ciel....That's all he ever needed was him.

He shakily raised his hand and flicked off the ceiling before muttering

" ...Fuck... you.. world..."

His eyes now completely shut as his arm lay limp beside him.

......

There was a blinding light that appeared before him, Sebastian shielded his eyes with his arms.

Heaven? Was he really going to heaven? He tried walking towards the light but found his feet were stuck to the ground he wrestled to move he couldn't take his eyes away from the beautiful light shining down onto his face.

But when he realized that he had began sinking into the floor he looked...

Black hands with large claws were pulling him down, He could hear the groans and the screams of the dammed.

" No! NO ! " The crying man pleaded out reaching towards the light as he was dragged into eternal darkness called hell.