Suicide Pact.

Part Two

...Six years later...

A scream echoed through out the small apartment and small body drenched in sweat. Ciel has been having nightmares like these almost every night, all he ever wanted to do was forget about that night. 

" Ciel? " A startled voice grabbed the young man and cradled him. Ciel started to weakly sob into the large man's chest, he hated doing this to him. He hated waking up in the middle of the night screaming his ex's name, he hated being cradled like a baby the only way he could get through it was pretending he was being comforted by his old lover. He missed him so terribly , If only he wasn't such a coward he could have been reunited with his soul mate. The thoughts running rapidly through the small man's head made him cry harder and began to cling onto his mate.

Him and Ash have been dating for two years now, scared that Ciel would try and harm himself again he moved his boyfriend into his small yet comfortable home.  Ash kissed his tiny lover's forehead and whispered reassuring words into his ear as Ciel slowly drifted into sleep. It was hard to go back to sleep after Ciel woke up like this, it really freaked out the blonde. All he could do was pull the boy closer to him and try to reassure him when things like this happened,  Ash and Sebastian were never really close in High School in fact they hated each other. He became extremely jealous of the dark haired male, Ciel was perfect and he hated seeing them so happy together.

When Sebastian committed suicide it was honestly the best news that he had heard. He finally have a chance to get closer to Ciel to be the shoulder to cry on and eventually the sad boy would fall in love with him. Four years...... Four whole years it took to finally get somewhere with Ciel, still he never said " I love you " back to Ash when he would confess to him. Ciel would still freak out when Ash would try and touch him, honestly Ash felt like he was in a affair. Ciel was still in love with his dead boyfriend and that upset the man to no end, even in death he feels as if he was still losing to Sebastian. Ash heavily sighed and ran his fingers through the dark locks of hair and quickly kissed Ciel on to his plump sleeping lips, not trying to wake up his boyfriend Ash took Ciel's head under his chin and tried to fall asleep.

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