Kpop Imagines

Gone ~ Kim Namjoon

"I'm sorry to inform you Ms. Jung, but your brother, Hoseok, has passed. The injury to his head was too much for his brain handle. He passed while unconscious in his bed. You may come see him when you're ready." You felt as though you couldn't breathe, and your body went numb. It took the voice of your boyfriend, Namjoon, to make you realize that there were tears running down your cheeks.

"Y/N, are you alright? Do you wanna sit down?" He looks at you with empathetic eyes, and he puts his hands on your shoulders, almost like he was steadying you.

"I don't know..." you replied. Namjoon then asked you if you wanted to go see him, again you replied with 'I don't know'.

"Y/N, we can't just stand here. I know you're hurting right now, I am too, he was one of my best friends, but you know that he wouldn't want you to be sad. He would want you to remember all the good times you had with him. Remember the happy Hobi, not the sad." You knew his words were supposed to make you feel better, but they just made you cry even harder. Namjoon immediately pulled you into a hug.

"Shh, it's okay baby. It's all going to be alright. We'll make it through this together." You wrap your arms around his torso and cry into his chest. Minutes later you look up at him, "I wanna see him, I wanna see Hobi"

Together, the two of you walk to his room. The door was closed but the doctor gave you permission to walk in. Namjoon turned the door handle, knowing that if he didn't do it then you two would still be standing there. You walk in slowly, the sight of your brother's lifeless body lying on the hospital bed left you breathless. You run your hand through his black hair, and smile as memories of the two of you run through your head.

You suddenly hear Namjoon whimper, you look over to see him sitting down, with his face in his hands. He was trying to muffle his cries. He didn't want you to see nor hear him, but you did due to the fact that he was crying quite loudly.

"Joonie..." he looks up at you and you motion for him to come stand next to you. He does as told and gets up. He walked to bed cautiously, almost as if he was scared, "It's okay, he looks," you pause to find the right word, "peaceful"

"He does...he was always so happy, always laughing and teasing the people he loved. He made everyone around him smile, especially the boys and I. The boys are going to be devastated...how will I tell them?" Namjoon wipes the tears from his face, and wrapped an arm around you. You lean into his body and take a deep breath.

"I'll help you, we'll tell them together." He gives you a small smile in response.

"We're gonna be okay, right?" You look up at your boyfriend, he shakes his head, "I think we will, it's gonna take some time, but we will."

"Promise?" you asked as you look at your brother once more, "I promise." Namjoon said as he tilts your head up and plants a kiss on the tip of your nose.