Blurryface

Not Today

Not Today13

/Tyler\

Josh and I had been sitting in my room all day doing nothing, and still were.

Josh crawled over to us and climbed on top of me, slowly kissing my neck.

"What are you doing?" I laughed.

"Loving you." Josh said continuing.

"Shut up." Blurry said laughing.

"He doesn't love you. He thinks you're nothing."

"Shut up!" I yelled.

"You're a bitch. You always will be." Blurryface continued.

I jumped up and ran to the kitchen. I wasn't seeing things right. I grabbed a knife out of the block dumping out every other one.

"I waste all this time trying to run from you," I laughed "Not today!"

"You're out of your mind Tyler." Josh yelled trying to tackle me.

"Shut up!" I yelled chasing the demon.

"Tyler stop!" Blurry yelled running up the stairs.

I didn't care I wanted him gone. I wanted to see his actual face.

"Shut up!" I yelled swinging the knife in his direction.

"You're being irrational." Josh yelled wrapping his arms around me.

"No! My life has been a living hell because of him!" I yelled tears streaming down my face.

"You did this to yourself!" Blurry yelled.

"I never wanted this!" I yelled finally cutting his arm.

I immediately regretted it as my arm split open. I dropped the knife and fell to my knees.

"Tyler?" I heard Melanie say.

My mind cleared as blurry took over. This was my life.

/Blurry\

"Hey Mel!" I smiled.

She smiled back and I quickly pulled her in to a hug. She laughed as I pulled her into the living room. We sat on the couch and I wrapped my arms around her.

"Don't leave me." I laughed.

"I won't calm down." She smiled.

The door bell rang and I ran to answer it. I saw Halsey standing in the doorway a giant smile on her face.

"What?" I barked

"I'm getting paid to hang out with your psychotic ass." She laughed.

We walked into the living room and Mel looked at us confused.

"Mel this is Halsey." I said holding a fake smile.

"Hi Halsey." She whispered.

"I heard what happened, and I'm so sorry. It must have been terrible living in those conditions. God I couldn't have been so brave." Halsey said trying to be a bitch.

Melanie quickly pulled her knees to her chest and she started to cry.

"Halsey!" I yelled.

"What? What did I say?" She asked.

"Can you just leave." Melanie barked.

"Sure TyTy I'll call you later." Halsey huffed walking to the door.

"God she's annoying." Mel yelled after I shut the door.

"I'm only with her because my mom made me." I laughed sitting next to her.

"You don't love her?" Melanie said scooting closer.

"No god I can't stand her whining, and loving her is tiring." I said rubbing my face.

"It's okay, Ty why don't you tell her?" She questioned.

"She doesn't listen," I huffed, "god she gets in my way!"

"How?" She said looking at me her eyes filled with curiosity.

"Tell her your feelings." Tyler yelled at me.

"Melanie I want you." I said grabbing her hand.

She blushed a bright red, as My smile grew.

"You don't mean that." She mumbled.

"So I don't? How about I show you." I smiled.

I pulled her close connecting our lips heatedly and grabbed her hips. I slowly started to grind myself down on to her.

"God Melanie do you see what you do to me." I moaned feeling the heat in my stomach.

"Tyler!" She whimpered the name sounding like acid.

"Please Melanie, I love you." I said kissing her neck.

"Hey TyTy I forgot my p-" Halsey said walking in. "Oh my god!"

"Halsey!" I said pushing myself away.

"What the hell?" She yelled throwing her purse down.

"Halsey get out! I never liked you anyway!" I yelled making Tyler flinch.

"Don't be so rude!" Tyler said as Halsey ran out the door.

"I should go." Melanie said rubbing her lipstick off.

"Okay." I mumbled.

I watched as she walked out the door. Josh snuck down and walked over to the couch.

"I want Tyler." He said sitting in my lap.

"Gladly." I mumbled.