Obsession (Jeff the killer x reader)

Chapter four

( so i wrote a good 95% of this on the train... and thats also where i just edited it.. so like all my writing its not perfect but i really hope you like this chapter.. the next one should be fun to write :) thanks again! -pastel )

You thought it was more fear then anger honestly...

He slammed you into the kitchen wall. A far cry from the false acceptance he just gave you.

"Pregnant...?" He growled in your ear. "Who the fuck..?"

"What..?" You spoke shakily tears gripping your throat.

"Whose the son of a Bitch who knocked you up?!" He barked at you with aggression.

That scared you more then the sudden wall slam.

"I-its yours.." you choked out scared and sick.

"Oh is that fucking right..?" He gripped you tighter.

"Y-yeah.." you stuttered in fear.

"So whats in there is mine..?" He smiled in anger and another sick emotion that you couldn't pick out.

"Yeah.." you whined watching him but also avoiding eye contact. In one swift move he pinned you again, wrapping his hands around your throat, squeezing slightly.

" and what if it isn't?" He applied more pressure.

"You're the only person I've ever slept with.." you choked out. "You're the only person I talk to..."

Really jeff was your entire life. Its been like that for years.. he was your family, friends and lover, he was your everything despite feeling like nothing to him

"Pregnant..." he laughed letting you go. You waited for his response which was quite possibly the second scariest thing you've ever witnessed

"I should have known..." he mumbled walking out.

Your back slid down the kitchen wall, and you sat on the floor, bringing your knees to your chest.

Your heart fluttered nervously in your chest, and you instantly regretted your actions.

You felt more tears pour down your face. Faster then you could wipe them. Yeah, you cried a lot, but this was especially bad. This was the straw that broke the camels back. This was the most pained you've ever felt. Because before, you could just cry from fear, loneliness, pain, or any other mixed emotions that called for tears but this time you cried in regret and disappointment and.. just... rage and sadness mixed all in one. You cried for everything you've ever done wrong. You cried for every time jeff hit you or touched you with out asking or caring first. You cried for every time he threatened you or your family. You cried for your family, for all the sleepless and hopless nights and phases you put them through with your regrettable actions. You cried for your ruined future, for your 20 year old self who could never finish high school now and have a normal life. But lastly, you cried for your baby, fully acknowledging existence as its own sentient being. You thought that maybe, they got the worst of it.

They would never know what normal was, they would never have a chance of the slightest normality. Soon it wouldn't just be you, going through this... what ever this was alone. Soon, you would have unknowingly brought another person into this with you, ignorantly dragging them deep into the mud with you.

Soon it wouldn't be just you... it would be them. Getting smacked and getting yelled at. Feeling as if they werent meant to be born, getting the worst of it from a father who is a monster by all definition. Soon they would be getting threatened and used as weapon against you, hurting them to hurt you.

What if he took them from you? What if he ran off with them and left you? What if he killed them..?

You sobbed. You sobbed harder and harder, uncontrollably. It rocked you to your core, and made your face numb with sadness. It pounded at your chest, and your pain and worried seeped out through your eyes.