Obsession (Jeff the killer x reader)

Chapter two

Obsession part two
( not edited well)

"So what do you want to do with your life..?" you school counselor asked.

That question woke you up. You never knew what you wanted to do... You had ideas.. But nothing was set in stone really...

" i-i um..." You fumbled with words. You didn't have the grades really and now you were nervous.. " i-i don't know.. I..."

" well youll have to know soon sweetie you dont have much time left... Maybe a year right..?" she pushed on and that made you more and more nervous.

" y-yeah.."

Your future gave you crippling anxiety, you always feared you weren't good enough... You feared at living at home for forever or having to become a stripper just to get yourself by.

Thats were Jeff "saved" you

"School..? Schools bullshit." jeff mumbled with lust dripping in his horse voice.

He had his hands pressed into the back of your head. Even in the early stages of your relationship, you were willing to do anything for him, at anytime.

"You dont need school..."

He contuinued to hold you down until youre lungs burned but you didnt let him know... You just wanted to please him.. He let you up for air and your mouth and part of your face was covered in spit...

"Come on sweetie... Let me see your face.."

You looked up at him. You loved jeff when he was pleased and happy. It made your heart pound and flutter like the dumb teenager you were.

" you know what you do need..?" His tone changed, not to one of sexual desire, one with a hint of love and affection. Something that was oppsite of jeff. " me." He smiled making his scars stretch.

And you believe that. You believed that you needed jeff in order for you to function. But now, you were slowly seeing that it wasn't true.. You weren't a kid anymore and your rose color glasses were off. Now, you were slowly coming to like the idea of leaving Jeff. Especially after what he did do you three months ago. The thought of you staying made you sick to your stomach and it brought tears to your eyes.

Thinking of Jeff now just brought you intense anxiety, it made you shake and being with him, was now a living hell. You were constantly tense, his sweet words didn't calm you anymore and you seem to flinch at his every move.

"Whats wrong with you now..?" You were in Jeff's lap again, as he laid on his back and you sat up right.

How do you tell a man like that, in a relationship like this, that you don't want to he with him anymore..?

" nothing..." You lied. You slowly laid down on his chest. Finding little comfort in the silence that fell around.

"You know... I'm getting real tired of you lying to me.. " His tone changed. " you know damn well it pisses me off-"

" i miss my family.." You whispered slightly. It wasn't a complete lie but it wasn't the full truth.

" really..?" He let out a sigh full of hot air.

You nodded slightly and you felt the normal guilt to set in. You had put them through so much..

" you miss them..?"

You sighed softly and you nodded again. You kinda did... I mean.. They had their moments..

" why..? I thought you hated them." He sounded annoyed now.

" well... I feel.. Bad.." You had squeezed Jeff tighter for comfort but when you did he pushed you off.

" is that why you tried to leave me..?" He cut his eyes to you and you felt the tone change..