Living with the Badboy🌹 l (BWWM) ✔️

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I rustled across the vast grass in the park. My breathe loud and raspy and, my heart increasing the pounding in my heart.I don't know where to go but, I let my legs do all the talking. I run across the field with all my might and thought I'd get away but, I feel a hand grab my wrist.

I look back and, looked to see Liam's face.

"Let go of Me! Let go!" I shout and, attempt to slip his hand away my wrist aggresively but, he's too strong.

"I'll only let you go if you tell me what you meant, when you said you almost attempted suicide."

Why did I blurt his out? I'm so stupid, i'm so fucking stupid!

"I don't know. Why did you blurt it out?"

Did I just say that out loud?

Liam smiles weakly.
"Yes you did. You might want to stop doing that because, it's just going to make you look damn'  crazy."

Wow.

"Can you please let me go?" I plead still attempting to unlink his hand from my wrist.

"No." he says sternly and has a mad face on.

I don't want to think about it. The memories are too haunting that I don't want to think about it. I tried so hard to keep in the past and, make it stay in the past where I won't think or speak about it again. No one except me and, my mother should know about it. Today, I officially failed.

"Please..I don't want to speak about it. I want to keep it in the past." I whisper as I lower my head concealing the tears running down my face.

"Fine. But, I want to know about it sometime soon." he says sternly.

I sniff and nod my head.

He gently let go and, frees my hand. I wipe the tears sitting on my face.

I sniff again.

"So, let's walk in the park, like how we planned."I say trying to pretend as if the scene never happened.

"Alright." he says.

We walk a few minutes in awkward silence and, I didn't know what to say.

"Um, I'm not good with this but, I feel like I sort of need to tell you this because, I feel like ass." I glance up at him and see him look nervous and, scratching the back of his neck.

"OK." I respond curious as to what he'd say.

He takes a deep breathe and speaks.
"I'm sorry for acting like an ass ever since, you stayed at my place. I'm also sorry for speaking bad shit about your race and, speaking bad about you." He looked sincerallt sorry.
I guess i'm more of a dick than I thought."He mutters the last part.

I gape at his apology. I blink a few times just to make sure this is reality and, not some sort of dream.

"Y-You're apologizing to me?" I ask shocked.

He rolls his electric blue eyes.
"Yes. I never apologize though so, consider yourself special. The last time I might've apologize was when I stole James' girl named Lexi in Junior high." he says.

I smiled like a goof.
"Well..since, you did admit that you're a dick, which you for sure are. And, since you apologize which you rarely do.." I pretend to think and tap my chin. " I guess you are forgiven."

He smiles, not a smirk, but a real smile. A smile that could light uo a dark room because, of his straight pearly white teeth and, deep dimples similar to James.

He looks gorgeous when he smiles.. What the fuck?
I shake the odd thought off my head.

"So, now we're done with the sappy apology shit and all, mind walking in the park?" I ask.

He nods his and, we continued walking in the park.

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