Kaylee's POV
I wiped my tears as I put down the certificate.
Ugh it's past three in the morning I need to go to sleep.
I slip out of my jeans and tank top and slowly slide into bed. I use one of Ethan's old pillows. It still smells like him. I bury my face in it, trying to take in the scent. My eyes pop open when I remembered I didn't text Ethan goodnight yet. Yes, I still do that. I can't stop for some reason, even though I know there's no point.
Kaylee: goodnight baby.
Kaylee: you know it's really tough saying that.
Kaylee: you said I'd move on, but I haven't. I can't.
Kaylee: I miss you, E.
Kaylee: so freaking much. I can't do this..
Kaylee: I think I've made my mind up.
Kaylee: I'm going to stop texting you. I feel like maybe that would help because.. well.. I don't know actually.
Kaylee: but I feel like it's best. I love you to the moon and back, billions of times Ethan.
Kaylee: and I'll never stop.
Kaylee: it's so hard to say this..
Kaylee: okay, here it goes
Kaylee: goodbye Ethan. Love you.
Read 3:25a.m.
