quiet [h.s]

four

harry styles

i walk up to her front door, feeling a bit nervous. niall told me i had to take her out, as a dare, he thought i wouldn't do it since i never take girls out on dates. well i guess he was wrong.

she looks like a nice girl, maybe she'd be a good fuck. i'm just trying to flirt and maybe wrap her around my finger and win 50 dollars on the bet.

when i ring the door, she almost immediately opens the door. she's wearing a short red dress that makes me feel some kinda way, she has a bright smile and guides me to come in. i hope she's a bit more talk able, since she likes to answer short to everything i say.

"hi babe" i say and she turns around and blushes, without greeting me back. "i ordered pizza, i hope that's okay for you." she says and i nod. pizza is always good.

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we end up eating and watching the movie, and i tried to slip my arm around her a few times but she always moved away or went to the bathroom. fuck.

we barely talked during the movie, she was focused on it the whole time. also a weird thing, she turned the volume of the movie really low. sometimes i caught a glance of her and i imagined myself fucking her on this couch, but by the way she's acting, i don't think that's gonna happen soon.

the movie ended and she turns her head to me,

laury simons

"what did you find of the movie?" i ask him, and he just looks at me like he wants something from me. during the movie he tried to slip his arm around me, but i don't want that. it's already a big thing that i let him come over here, watch a movie and eat with me, no way i'm letting him get into my pants or kiss me or anything.

i'm kinda just doing this to boost my confidence and to make myself open up a little, and because he is handsome too, but i don't see nothing more coming from this. although he makes me feel things inside, but i just decided to let those feelings drop and focus on being 'normal'.

he finally stops his staring and looks at the table, "it was good. saw it a few times already, but i still prefer the book. but i love leonardo, so it's okay." he says and i smile. it's totally true.

"i think i'm gonna go home, you can keep the movie if you want." he says and i nod thanking him, i walk with him to the door and say goodbye.

did... i just have a date with harry?

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i wake up and everything that happened feels like a dream. the more i think about it the more it feels like it's not me that had a date with harry. normally i'm all shut down and nowhere near talkable around boys, i definitely wouldn't invite a boy over for a movie? but for the first time, i did something risky and i didn't feel guilty or anxious. i don't know if it's me that is growing out of being quiet or if it's just him that makes me feel this way.

i spend the day just cleaning my house and making myself food, i haven't said anything to anyone all day. i don't have work today so i guess i'll sleep early tonight.

it's about 9:50pm when there's a knock on my door. confused, i stand up from my couch and open the door.

"i... can i come in?" a low voice says and i'm swept up my feet, when i look at harry's hands, they're all bruised. i look at him confused and let him in, behind him i close the door.

he sits down on my couch, "what happened.. why are your hands bruised?" i ask him and he grabs his hair and sighs loudly. "i don't know, i got in a fight and i'm pretty sure the guys i fought with are following me home, i practically ran away from them." i look at him and i feel a sudden feeling of rage inside of me.