My True Rightful Place (Editing)

Amaria's P.O.V

After Sam kisses me goodbye, I got my key and unlocked the front door of my house. I end up walking in on my parents making out on the living room sofa. Whoopee....  The first person that actually realizes I'm home is my little sister Amani. She hugs me and I tussle with her blonde hair. Amani offers to take me up to my room. Right before I walk into my room I stop her from going in.

"I think I got it from here" I say with a smile. She nods, giggles then runs to her room. I walk into my room, shut my door, and drop my backpack onto my bed. I kneeled down on the side of my bed, reached underneath, and grabbed a black box. I open the box and see my precious blades. I lifted up my sleeve and grabbed a blade. One cut at a time, releasing my pain. After 18 cuts, I finally stopped and placed my box back under my bed. I hear footsteps entering my room, the door shut and the door lock.

"Are you ready babe?" a familiar voice asked me. I turned around and saw that it was Alan. I nodded in agreement. I didn't care what happened to me anymore. I never meant anything in this world and I will never mean anything. My family will never love me.

Alan started to kiss me again. He started to undress me and passionately kiss me everywhere. Sadly a moan escaped my mouth. He looked up in surprise, smirked then continued. He took off my vans, then my pants. I was in my bra and panties (I fucking hate the word 'panties').

We ended up fucking again.

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After doing it with Alan I went to take a shower. I washed my hair and the rest of my body. When I got out I braided my wet hair and put on a tank top and sweatpants.

"Time for dinner!!" my mom, Janelle yells from downstairs.

I sigh and go downstairs towards the kitchen. Alan is right behind me on the stairs and grabs my ass. As soon as we reach the bottom he let's go. We take a seat at the table with my dad, Christopher, my mom and Amani. My mom gets up and hands our plates of food out. Yum spaghetti c: I finish my food and quickly run upstairs. I grab my iPhone and text Sam.

-Hey Sam it's Amaria. CX

-Hehe I know exactly who you are lmao xD what's up?

-I just wish I was dead.

In about 5 minutes there's a knock on my window. I opened my window and there's Sam. He's wearing a white T-shirt and Stewie (from family guy) sweats.

"What's wrong?" he asked closing my window. Then, he climbs onto my bed and cuddles with me.

"Its just my brother. I don't know what to do anymore honestly." I complain to him.

"I'm trying my best to follow on what you said, but its really making me mad knowing that your being sexually molested by your brother. I don't want you to hurt Amaria." He grabs my wrists and look at them and kissed each cut and scar.

I think I love him.