My True Rightful Place (Editing)

Amaria's P.O.V

I'm sitting here smoking pot when Thomas tells me something.

"One of them bitches is all up on your man," he says. I look over and see Raiyne making out with my boyfriend. I get up from the sofa and stomp my way upstairs. I take out my piercing, put on a tank top and basketball shorts.

She thinks its okay to kiss my man?? Okay.

I but on my black Nike's and put my hair in a tight ponytail. I march my way back downstairs and go outside. I walk behind Raiyne while she is making out with my boyfriend and pulled her by her black hair and swung her around til we fell to the ground.

"What the fuck, bitch?" Raiyne yells and all my friends come outside.

"I should be asking that since your all up on my boyfriend," I say as she ties her hair up into a messy bun.

"He don't want you, he wants me." Raiyne yells, "You can obviously tell, did he pull back when I kissed him? Nah bitch."

I run up to her, grab her hair and start punching her in her face. She grabs my shirt pulling it up.

"Damn..." I hear Xavier say. I continue to punch her in her face, she ends up tripping and falling to the ground. I get on top of her and continuously hit her face. My shirt comes off exposing my bra. Xavier comes behind me and pulls me off of Raiyne. I get out of his hands and throw up.

Smooth, Amaria smooth.

"So you think its okay to just cheat on me?" I shout at Sam.

"No, I love you Amaria. I would never do this to you again."

"Yeah, but its still alright to kiss other people right?" I ask then grab Alex and start kissing her sweetly. Sam runs towards me and breaks us apart.

"That's what I thought," I say. I walk back inside and go into Sam's room crying. I run to the bathroom throwing up again.

What's wrong with me?

Alex comes to the room I'm in.

"Are you okay?" she asked me.

"No, it hurts that the person I thought loved me, doesn't." I say wiping a tear from my face.

"Its okay, Amaria." Alex states then lifts my chin up to meat her beautiful green eyes. Then, she slightly pecks me on my lips. She looks at me and tussles with her blonde hair. I grab her face and romantically kissed her. We stop.

"I think I should go now," she says slowly.

"Alright," I say sadly. We both get up and I walk her to the door. My friends already left. When I get to the front door I hug her goodbye and she heads to her car. Its just me in the house everyone left. It was about 7:45 so I decided to go to the park. I put on a white Hollister sweatshirt, denim jeans and my white converse. I put on a little makeup, my white lip ring got my phone and started walking to the park.

When I got to the park I sat on the grass and closed my eyes and started crying. I smacked both wrist.

"Don't cut. Don't cut." I kept telling myself. I called Xavier.

"Oh my god Amaria. Where are you?" he asked worried.

"At the park," I said sniffling.

"I'm coming to get you," he ended the call. 10 minutes later he comes pulling up in his car. I get in the passenger seat and immediately start to cry. Xavier starts to comfort me.