Scared to live ; Scared to die

~ Jazz ~

" Soooooo  how was it for you ? Did he make you scream ? Did you cry ? Did it hurt alot ? Did -" i interrupted Kyla's interragation before she burst " It was good  , it felt good , and it was good " i said laughing while i tear ran down my face. "oh wow !!!!!!!! i can't wait till me and richard get married ......i'mma slam on HIM like a horse rider and make him scream MY name " she said swirling off my bed and into her room like a tornado " CAN'T WAIT !!!!!!!!! " is all i heard from her room that night besides snores and sneezes for the rest of the night. Finally when i had washed and laid down , kissed Quinn goodnight , and prayed i dozed off. I got woke up by some scratching noises coming from my window ; i got up to close my blinds suspecting , the wind was making  the noises but instead of a cold wind to blow my hair back i saw a pair of light gray eyes at my window and when i fell back a note was stuck to the glass . " YOUR FUCKING MINE YOU WHORE . I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND YOU LET THAT DWARF HAVE YOU FOR HIMSELF . BUT NO, I WANT YOU FOR MYSELF , YOUR MINE AND YOU WILL HAVE MY BABY " . I screamed and ran to Quinn's room to show him the note " It's ok bae, you can sleep with me tonight , no-one will get you here " and before i could cry any longer i was asleep , people came to check why i was screaming but i just let Quinn do the talking ......shit i was out no-one could wake me up then. When i woke everyone was there at breakfast and as hard as i looked i couldn't see the slightest slit of grey in any of there eyes just brown , dark brown , light brown , but no grey ; SOMEONE WAS ............... OUT THERE................