Chapter 1

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~Kenma's POV~

*BAM*

The sound of the spiked ball echoed around the Nekoma High gym. Kuroo clenched his fists yelling out a victorious "YE!"

Kuroo began to run towards me, his hands offering for a high five. I accepted his offer and felt the stinging pain when Kuroo's hands collided into mine. It wasn't a hurt kind of pain, but a love kind of pain. I can feel my hands throbbing with joy.

My heart skipping every other beat, started to skip a mile a minute when Kuroo's arm went around my neck. He gave me his proclaimed scary smirk, even though I think it's adorable.

I blushed and looked away as quickly as I could. I heard Kuroo's small laugh next to my ear and I blushed more intensely than I intended. Kuroo lifted his hand off of my shoulder and started to pet my hair.

Kuroo jogged over to the others while I stood here thinking 'Why did you do that?'. While, the other part of me was thinking 'Come back, I need you'.

My thoughts slowly exited my head when Lev started running and jumping my way. Lev screamed out "Kenma, can you toss to me next?!". I replied with a "No", and turned away to grab a volleyball.

"Awww, c'mon...just one?" Lev asked. I rolled my eyes and told him "Fine, but only one". Lev smiled and began to get into position. Before I began to toss the ball, I looked over at Kuroo. All of my thoughts began to slide back into my mind about him.

I lost concentration and tossed the ball too low for Lev to spike it. He was confused and began to wonder what had just happened. "Sorry that was my fault, I tossed it too low for you to spike", I said.

It happened like that a couple more times. We had just gotten the announcement to clean up the gym and leave to go home.

I left with Kuroo, as always. We started towards the train station while I was playing around with my wonderful, life-saving, psp. Kuroo started to talk about what kind of conversations he had with our teammates.

I continued to play my psp, until he asked me what was wrong. I looked at him and tilted my head to the side. Kuroo looked away in an embarrassed look. I told him "Nothing, why?".

"I don't know, you just seemed "off" today with your tosses."

I shrugged and continued to play my game. I thought to myself if I was too obvious and if I should confess to Kuroo before our practice match with Karasuno. I didn't want to let the team down, mostly Kuroo.

I thought to myself that it would be better if I confessed tonight, it would be better than having Kuroo feel disappointed in me. I would cry if that happened.

We arrived at the train station and we took our normal seats. Once I sat down, my worse nightmare just occurred!




























My psp died... I groaned and decided to put my psp in my backpack. Kuroo grinned and I replied with a "What are you looking at?". He laughed, I gave him the look of an annoyed cat.

He smiled at me and looked out at the beautiful sunset. I watched him and thought of how beautiful he was and I had the urge to cuddle with him on the train. I didn't.....I'm too shy to do those kind of things, especially when we weren't even a couple.

~5 minutes later~

I was starting to get drowsy and I leaned on the train pole, closing my eyes. All of a sudden, I felt a hand grip my shoulder and fixated me on them. I opened my eyes and noticed that I was leaning on Kuroo.

I looked up at him and he looked at me. He smiled with his blushed up cheeks and told me that it looked uncomfortable on the train pole. I smiled with a little hint of blush on my cheeks.

I closed my eyes again and nuzzled my head on his chest. He pulled me closer to his chest and leaned his head on top of mine. I blushed and thought of this as a sense of liking, the kind of like-like.

"That's what best friends are for, right?". My smile faded away and I started to tear up but ended that tear session up quickly before Kuroo had the chance to turn my way. He started to play with my hair. I fell asleep with myself against Kuroo, his arm around my shoulder, while his other playing my hair, with me purring.

We arrived at our stop and started to walk towards our houses. "Thanks for letting me take a nap on you." I told him. He told me he didn't mind and a part of me wanted to forget that whole moment that happened back over to the train station.

We arrived in front of my house first. "Looks like your stop Kenma, now are you sure that your okay?" Kuroo asked. "Yea, I'm fine." I replied.

"Alright, see you tomorrow, Kenma" Kuroo replied back while smiling with his innocent, little smile that I adored.

Before Kuroo could leave, I grabbed the end of his 'Nekoma Volleyball' jacket sleeve. He turned around and before he could say anything I told him "Before you leave, I just wanted to tell you something that I've been wanting to say for a while now...".

I started to tear up. I was scared to death, thinking and going over on how Kuroo would react to what I had to say. He kneeled down and brushed my hair to the side to dry my tears with a worried look on his face. He nodded his head with assurance, knowing that he would be listening if it was the last thing he'll ever do. I continued with stutters under my breathe.



"Kuroo, I-"

Sorry guys that it had to end this way XD I'll probably continue tomorrow and if not then sometime soon Thanks for reading this so far this probably sucked but if you want more stories then suggest them and I will consider the ones I will do in the future anyways see you later guys Thank You!

~Ryosuke🌸

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