I Love You ||Kuroken||

Chapter 18

~Kuroo's POV~

"*GASP*". I lifted my head up quickly. I looked around seeing Bokuto, Akaashi, Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Lev, and Kenma. Lev was still unconscious along with Kenma. Akaashi was by Kenma while Oikawa, Iwaizumi, and Bokuto were kneeling down by me.

I looked around, noticing that we were in a house. I then noticed that Lev was laying next to me. My eyes widened with fear and anger. I backed away quickly, standing on my feet. Bokuto started calming me down.

"It's fine, he's unconscious", Bokuto said in a comforting voice while holding out his hands. I took his hand and slowly knelt down along with them. "Calm down, it's not good for you to be rallied up", Iwaizumi spoke.

I looked towards him in a confused look. Iwaizumi was about to continue before Lev woke up as the same way as I did.

Lev's breathe was uneasy. Lev started holding on to his head, avoiding eye contact. "Why the hell are you up", I said in a nasty manner. Lev looked up at me in a shocked look, tears formed. I didn't change my expression.

"W-what happened", Lev asked, trying to hold back the tears while failing miserably. Iwaizumi gripped onto Lev's shoulder.

"Are you okay? What happened that put you in this state", Iwaizumi asked calmly. Oikawa gripped onto my shoulder, holding me back. Lev hesitated and avoiding eye contact once again.

"What was the last thing you remember", Iwaizumi asked. Lev turned to me, looking straight through my eyes. My eyes widened and suddenly my eyes formed tears. This was actually Lev. This wasn't a joke, it was actually him.

I never been this happy to see him. I looked towards Oikawa, "What happened", I demanded. Oikawa looked at Iwaizumi and the two nodded. "You both were separated from your original self and your inner demon came out", Oikawa spoke first.

Lev's eyes widened along with mine. "It only happens when you can't take anymore mentally, emotionally, and/or physically", Iwaizumi continued on after Oikawa,

"That's why we need to know what happened that brought this out", Oikawa finished. Lev started shaking his head. "C-can I not talk about it", Lev pleaded. Iwaizumi and Oikawa decided to start with me.

I hesitated at first but then looked back at Kenma, who was still unconscious, with sorrowful eyes. Oikawa and Iwaizumi understood and nodded. Lev was confused. Oikawa and Iwaizumi soon turned towards Lev.

Lev flinched. "You have to tell us", Oikawa said. Iwaizumi turned towards Oikawa with a glare and mouthing out the words 'Shittykawa'. Oikawa jumped and turned towards Lev.

"I can't. II just can't-", Lev was cut off. "Lev! Please...do it for me or for Ken at least", I said with tears falling down my cheek.

Lev's eyes widened in surprise and guilt. Lev nodded and began. "Y-Yaku broke u-up with me", Lev finished while crying silently. I felt guilty for asking and forcing him. I hesitated but I managed to brush away Oikawa's hand from my shoulder and pat Lev on the back, even gave him a small hug.

"I'm sorry", I said towards Lev. Lev pushed me away and looked up with tears spilling everywhere, my eyes filled with surprise.

"No! I'm sorry for whatever happened", Lev shouted. I was paralyzed from shock by his words and the way he expressed them. "Like I said, your demonic side of you took over because of your mind not being able to handle all the stress, emotion, and pain.", Iwaizumi barged in.

"You were totally out of it since your full demon, Lev. You were halfway since that your part angle and part demon, Kuroo. Some people are different because of their personalities. Like Tobio-Chan, he get's angry all the time but he doesn't loose self control because it's his personality", Oikawa added along.

Lev was in shock along with myself. This was like punishment to me, since I have anger issue's. Usually I have them when I'm alone but in public I keep it all bottled up inside until I'm alone again.

"That explains that but, what happen when I was a...monster", Lev hesitated. Iwaizumi's eyes widened.

Oikawa noticed and gave a worried and concerned look. Oikawa began crawling towards Iwaizumi, holding him. Usually, Iwaizumi would pull away and start calling Oikawa names but this time it was different.

Iwaizumi didn't mind it. He loved it so much that he wasn't his usual self when he was around people with Oikawa. It almost seems as if he was...vulnerable at this moment.

Iwaizumi pulled away from Oikawa, gripping onto his hand. Iwaizumi began lifting his hand, cupping it, lifting it at face length. A dark aura began surrounding the inside of his palm. It was like the time when Lev and I were.....fighting.

I backed away. Iwaizumi noticed and started to gesture a calming rhythm with his hands to sooth and calm me. I calmed down knowing that what happened in the air wasn't gonna happen here. At least I hoped.

Iwaizumi finally pointed towards Lev and Lev fell unconscious. I backed away once again, against the wall. "You remember, right", Oikawa asked. I viciously nodded, Iwaizumi chuckled.

"It wasn't the same move I used on you two. It's meant to help him recover all his memories back. You don't need, even if you forgot for it doesn't necessarily concern you", Iwaizumi finished.

I began to get angry. "Calm down Kuroo-", I cut Oikawa off. "None of my CONCERN! My boyfriend was in complete agony because of Lev's emotions. Just because Lev wasn't himself didn't mean I wasn't going to hold back. I care for Kenma and you'd do the same if it were Oikawa in that position or even you in that position while Oikawa was in my perspective", I finished while taking a deep breathe, still angry.

"Ok ok, just calm down before your inner demon comes out", Iwaizumi said.

"I understand and I would but still, you weren't in his position. Becoming like that is worse than you think. In your mind your in pain because of your inner demon puts you through it. It's a punishment I guess you could say", Iwaizumi said sadly.

I returned to my normal state. "I'm sorry. I'm too stressed out", I finished.

Iwaizumi started but was interrupted by a huge gasp and an awakening from a small male.

Kenma was finally awake.

I might be updating slowly or just coming on to Wattpad without updating since that I have school. Sorry

As I currently update this I'm at school, outside, waiting for a stupid bus....three things I hate in life.

~Ryosuke🌸