week one

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Insomnia.
You can have it for multiple different reasons, witnessing something bad, memories, depression, etc. Mine comes from depression.

  I always feel alone, I guess that's why I have to have someone beside me to help me sleep. Like my dog. She's a real cuddler. It also helps for me to imagine someone there too, weird.

If someone was to ask me what I love I wouldn't be able to awnser. Not because I don't know but because my interest could change. As a spiritual person my belief wouldn't change, but if someone asked what I love I might say beaches but the next week I might say the forest. I'm a middle person, don't judge.
- not tall but not short
- not skinny but not fat
- not smart but not dumb
- not asleep but not awake
Middle.

Off topic but as I stare at my ceiling do you ever feel as if when you look away from your fan that it slows down because I do.

Gypsey, a loyal character in my life. This 6 year old dog used to be my grandfather's but now it's mine, I've had her about 7 months.
This once cage ridden pup now follows me everywhere and hasn't had a leash for 7 months. She won't let anyone near me at night or in the mornings.
During school she waits like Hachico (idk if that's how it's spelled) she will sleep on my bed for 8+ hours until I get home. No bathroom till I get back.

About me;
Likes:
Movies, books, music, art, comics, marvel/DC❤, color blue and green, friends, family, church, photography, dogs.
Dislikes:
Shopping, donuts except the holes, broken phone chargers(currently mine is), judgy people like seriously please stop.
LOVE music but don't like a lot of noise, weird right?

THINGS THAT NEED TO BE INVENTED!
1) UNBREAKABLE PHONE CHARGERS(I go through so many R.I.P.)
2) RETRACTABLE HEELS (from heels to flats just like that *snap noise*)
3)SOMETHING THAT TRANSMITS NOISES YOU MAKE LIKE MELODIES INTO NOTES FOR GUITAR AND PIANO CAUSE IM TIRED OF WRIGHTING SONGS AND MAKING THE MUSIC.

Fun fact: did you know the reason you wright messy is because your brains working faster than you can wright.

12 o'clock at night and me and my dog just yawned at the same time.
I have one keychain with one lonely key. The love hate relationship with glitter so pretty but it never comes off of you or any object. It's clingy like my ex.

Bucket list:
1) learn to wright left handed
2)wear war paint in a store
3)fall in love
4)travel to every state
5)go to different country
6) invent something
7)get a German Shepherd
8)go to college and help people

A/N
So this is pretty much things I wright in a journal when I can't sleep, every time you have a leap

Or it skips a line it's a different day or time, unless it's a fact or list.

Favorite song as of now up top ⬆⬆⬆⬆
Sinner - Andy Grammer

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