Whisper (boyxboy) [Im Youngmin x Jung Sewoon]

Rooftop

-Im Youngmin- 영민-

I was laying on my bed, stared at the ceiling blankly for 1 hour. No matter how much I denied it and didn't want it to happen, I should faced the truth.

My wolf was gay and Jung Sewoon was my mate.

Although it didn't make sense at all—I mean, I was straight as an arrow and I still liked girls. Girls were small, cute, and soft, but men were big, buff, and rough. I couldn't imagine myself held and embraced a man.

God, I should stop thought about it, I just got a goosebumps.

But hey, if my wolf was gay and I was NOT GAY, I still can choose the straight path, right? It was up to me to choose my partner, right?

I remembered some wolves in our pack when his/her mate left them or died or grew to hate them. They looked like a living zombies and that was very depressing.

There was a man in my pack named Hyunmin, his mate was a human and she grew afraid of him and left him after he told her the truth. Now when I looked at him if I went back to Busan, his appearance was really disheartening. He was really thin and pale, yet he still could let out a weak smile if I were to greet him.

The impact from being rejected was really this big. I can felt his wolf slowly faded and left him and that meant, he would die.

The heck, can't I choose my own mate?! We lived in 21th century but it felt like I was being betrothed to a person of my parent's choosing, a.k.a Moon Goddess.

Maybe she was sleepy when she choosed a mate for me. First, my mate was a human (with 80% chances of being rejected), and second, my mate was a man (with 98% chances of being rejected and got swored at). Life was really tough for me, heh?

And not forget to mention, Sewoon had seen the changes of my eyes' color.

I screwed up.

Bzzzzzzzztt

I glanced at my cellphone on top of my end table. I stretched my arm to reached my cellphone lazily, looked at the screen and found one of my junior name there.

'Youngmin oppa~ Are you done with your internship? Let's hang out with the others! We've missed you!!'

I smiled when I read the ka-talk she sent me. I immediately typed my respond to her text.

'Hi Choi Yoojung, oppa missed you guys too!'

Yoojung was my junior by one year, a cheerful kid that can be really silly at the same time. Her impersonation of orang utan was the best, I laughed until my stomach hurts because of it. To be honest, when I saw her for the first time at the gathering, she was really shy and tend to be aloof, but when I talked to her from some time to time, she finally showed her true color. 

She was crazy.

'How about tomorrow at bowling alley? Call?'

'Call. You guys don't have any class tomorrow?'

'Yup, that's why I asked to meet you tomorrow, duh. AH! Please ask the other sunbaes as well!'

'Okay, see you tomorrow, Yoojung.'

She sent a sticker, responded to my last text to her. 

I smiled at the sticker she sent to me and let out a relieved sigh. Yeah, girls were better after all. At least I know that myself as a human was still 100% straight. I could be okay as long as my mate didn't reject me, right?

Then, I could go out and got married with a girl and had a mini me and mini her if I didn't confessed my wolf's desire to my mate and got rejected. I would be safe if I didn't start anything to provoke my wolf.