Whisper (boyxboy) [Im Youngmin x Jung Sewoon]

I Need a Help

-Im Youngmin- 영민 -

It was enough as long as I could see his smile.

That was what I said, but I know it wouldn't be 100% true.

I intentionally went to campus today to found him and his prof walked together to the bus stop while talking and laughing and so on. I'm not a type who like to torture myself, but this thing deep inside me kept pushed me to did so. But I'm not a masochist.

I felt this tiny angry dots inside me, but I couldn't help but sighed whenever a smile or laughter formed on his lips. He reminded me of some Ghibli animation character, I forgot its name, but it was some kind of human fish. It was really cute.

Right now I stood behind some bus advertisement and I could see him clearly from my vision. He was staring at the direction Yumi songsaengnim's bus disappeared for a couple of seconds, then he walked to the direction of our apartment.

I know what I did was not considered as 'right', but I kept tailed him from behind and made sure he would not notice me. So, please keep your mouth shut if you saw me, because I don't have any decent explanation about my current action. He might move to another place because I would freak him out.

I walked behind him and it was a good thing he didn't look at his surroundings. I think he was in a deep thought.

His red jacket moved a bit because of some wind, made his hair moved swiftly. I felt his steps went slower, but he was still walking. I ducked my head behind some pillars near me when he stopped to greet a grandma that lived near our apartment.

I saw he bowed his head and offered to carrying grandma's shopping bag. She thanked him while patted his arm when he lend out his hand for her to grab, walked grands to her house.

He got a good manners.

I have a good manners also (not bragging, but just stating the fact), but his nature and behaviour would make all older people to easily fell in love with him. I could see my folks would like him a lot if I bring him home someday.

Wha—

I swear it was not me. Why would I bring him to my home? To introduce him as my mate to my pack? Sure, then all of them would turn their backs on me, call me names and acted like I was some kind of a bacteria.

I acknowledge him as my mate, I was not in denial anymore. But I couldn't just gave away and fell in love with him and make him as my mate completely.

Stop, I couldn't imagine it.

You know, the process to make someone become yours 100%...

Lemme stop here.

So, when I lost in my thought for a moment, I saw him stood in the middle of empty street with his head faced upwards. His eyes were closed as he tried to relaxed his self and absorbed the energy from the sun that slowly disappeared to the night.

What was he doing?

Without any notice, he stretched himself and he almost saw me when he bend backwards.

Damn damn damn, where should I hide.

My eyes caught an abandoned boxes at my right side and hurriedly went over that boxed and squat behind it.

Too bad those boxes were smaller than what I expected.

"Oh? Youngmin hyung?" I saw him greeted me when he bend his body backwards, his head was upside down when he greeted me. Could he not be this extra?

"What are you doing?" I asked to calmed myself down, but I was really curious at what he was doing.

He tried to got back on his feet, then faced me properly with a better greeting.