Whisper (boyxboy) [Im Youngmin x Jung Sewoon]

Dreams

-Im Youngmin- 영민-

"Youngmin hyung."

I opened my eyes as I heard his voice called for my name. We were at the rooftop, me, Sewoon, and pudding. I forgot what we talked about before, my mind felt empty as if I was being brainwashed to forget about everything. What I remembered, I was closing my eyes and tried to feel the night wind that blew over my body softly.

I looked at Sewoon who sat beside me, it was dark but I could see his face clearly. His face was bathed in the moonlight, it was a pretty sight.

I held my breath for a bit before I opened mouth.

"What's up?" I looked straight at his eyes which I regretted it later. Once you meet his eyes, you couldn't escape. If usually I found those dark pair of eyes were adorable and beautiful, right now it gave me a different feeling. Those were.. kind of alluring and.. seductive? I could never tore my eyes away from his gaze.

"Hyung.. are you cold?"

I gulped.

Huh uh-what? I just gulped?

Quickly my arms moved by itself, covering my upper body as there was a pervert in front of me.

"N-no. I'm hot."

I blinked a few times until I realized what I was just saying to him. Oh holy mother alpaca, I'm not a narcissistic brat (but I know some of my juniors or my classmates said I was umm— kinda hot. I was really grateful, but I don't know which part of me that considered as 'hot').

I was fidgeting on my seat, felt awkward after that sentence slipped from my mouth. I peeked at him with corner of my eyes and a bit surprised when he still looked at me with that gaze.

"Um Sewoon, I didn't mean it like that. Like.. uh, you got what I mean, right?"

"Like what?"

I froze when he moved his body closer to me. Please, I already had enough difficulties to control my inner wolf when you sat next to me. Now, I had to endure it more when your smell made me estatic like a crazy.

"Stop, you are too close." With the remaining conscience that still hadn't left me yet, I tried to fight my inner wolf that almost took over my body. I tried to push him away, but my arms turned into a jelly when he grabbed one of it and placed it on his cheek.

"But I like being close wih you." He grabbed my hand softly, then moved it to caressed his left cheek.

"Sewoon, don't—"

"I like you, hyung."

My heart stopped.

What did he just saying? What kind of nonsense was that?

I said it was a nonsense, but the rate of my heart kept going up.

"What are you talking about, I don't und—"

His face moved closer to mine and I just kept my body still, not moving even an inch. This heartbeat of mine was going crazy, I could felt his warm breath on my cheek and all I could do was to make sure my eyes were opened widely.

"Youngmin hyung.."

I looked at his face which was in front of me. It was really close, so I held my breath for a long time.

His eyes still looked at me, then its lids grew heavy and closed slowly. I don't know if I should keep my eyes opened or closed.

It terrified me when I know the option were either to open my eyes or close it, there was no option to push him back and ran away. I was screwed.